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I am getting more days where my tinnitus is not the first thing I think about in the morning. But it's still on my mind at least once a day. It's been more than 2½ years since it got worse.
I really can't do this anymore
"No Rest For The Wicked"
I must be an evil man. Or so the saying would insinuate.
I must be an evil man. Or so the saying would insinuate.
Interesting thought - Is Anxiety and Stress a possible precursor to T? As our brain undergoes whatever changes that ultimately causes T, do we experience it as a result? There seems to be a link, but I wonder which is the result of the other.
A very stressful week + louder noise exposure to music over a 2 hour period has left me with bad TTTS vibration in right ear/head. It's the worst in silence, especially when going to bed & waking up. Temporarily cuts out when I talk or hear external sound. It's only been 7 days since onset, but I'm already frustrated & anxious about it. Praying it goes away.
Went to the gym. Of course someone is crashing every cable-based machine imaginable. Can only dream of a home gym. 
Feeling super anxious.
Feeling super anxious.
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Urk. I was outside walking with a coworker and they saw someone on the other side of the street so the one next to me litterally yelled STRAIGHT INTO my ear at the top of hes lugns for the other person to come join us. I reminded him to not do like that and he just brushed it off with "oh i forgot". Think i got a spike from it. Was wearing my 35 DB earplugs luckily enough. Anyone experience something similair?
I didn't get better at all in terms of tinnitus and ear related stuff but I'm kind of doing better in life compare to 10 months ago. At least I'm able to work. I'm hoping for the better.
Was putting out the trash. Had one glass bottle and placed it carefully on a plastic bag, when i dropped it feel thru the plasticbag like 50-70 cm and hit a glass bottle that was lying down in the trashcan. Could feel the loud "KLING" in my right ear....Must have been a 120 DB im just hope nothing will happen. Man this shit really takes a tool on you, glass sounds are the worst.....
I can't do this much longer. The sounds are horrific and the pain from nox. I really tried.
I saw your exchange with Dr nagler from 2019 regarding going to a club. I totally get it now I have the same concerns. How are your ears doing? To prevent hearing loss like his high antioxidants along with NAC and ginkgo biloba and lots of magnesium powder. If I get exposed to loud noises with ear plugs I get paranoid and then I double down on everything I'm already taking. I also take Enzyme coq10 and Elavil
New tones daily. They get faster and stronger and make my body tremble. Can only sleep 3-4 hours with a benzo. Feels like my brain is breaking down. Starting to see green when I close my eyes instead of black. I'm scared.
Ear sensitivity... guessing Hyperacusis isn't improving like it did before.. maybe I am not giving it long enough.... Seems like I am in for another 2 year wait and see, after spending the last 2 years getting to a good point. Stupid... and could of been avoided... but.. it seemed safe... Not sure if I can do 2 more years.
I can hear it tonight; it's still there. It's a little comforting, or so I like to think of it that way. It's there, but it gets easier. Much love 
Loud cars with extremely noisy engines are making me agoraphobic. Can't step a foot out of my house before someone drives their awful loud car down the road.
I worked in Baker st. today after 3 years.