Recent content by Angel Dust

Is it true that James Hetfield from Metallica has it? I remember watching a Youtube video that claimed that Lars Ulrich has it. But I had not idea that James also did.

It makes no sense to me either. It's hell on Earth. If I die by my own hand, I will more than likely encounter eternal bliss, despite my many sins, having already walked through hell on Earth. I was talking about suicide to someone I've known for many years last night. She's a believer in the...

The thing is if it's a visible condition, like being quadraplegic, people are more likely to be sympathetic. But with something you can't see it's a completely different ball game. In fact, if I were in their shoes and someone told me "my ears ring" I'd be at a loss for words too, maybe.

I have also considered that. But actually, I change my mind every two seconds. Yep, it's that kind of roller coaster. Yeah, you hit the nail on the head.

I wonder if that applies to roaches.

Me too :LOL:

Is that similar to the five-second rule?

@Red It was more of an ironic comment on my part than a statement about the advanced state of medicine in the 21st century. ;) I meant to compare the time when there were no antibiotics or no aspirin or when we did not know anything about microbes or viruses with our own time, when the average...

In my mind it's more than ideation. It's slowly taking shape and it feels good to have that kind of power over your own existence.

I want to believe he cannot handle the thought of me taking my own life and said that. I guess coming home after a long day at work to find the dead body of your significant other is not exactly something you want to ever have to experience. It's definitely brought out the worst in me. I had...

Yup. Where are aliens - you know, the ones that built the pyramids - with their advanced medical breakthroughs when you need them?

As I was in bed last nite, it must've been around 4:30, I started thinking about all the diseases we can cure now that they did not have a cure for back in, say, the 12th century. I mean, wasn't an infection deadly back then? Now you go to your local drugstore with a prescription for antibiotics...

I have been looking back at all the shit I've gone through during the last couple of years and I wish I had a time machine and could go back and tell myself to stop complaining because it's not that bad, you know. Even at my lowest point, when I hit rock bottom, it was not that bad. I just did...

My faith has taken a nosedive since my onset. It is hard to reconcile the idea of a loving God with this condition. I just read in these forums that someone knows a 5-year-old with T. A child that young? I don't know. If there truly is a God, then why does He let things like that happen? I am...

Why though? Almost nobody cares? I guess.