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On the other hand I found a new doctor who is able to prescribe me gabapentin. Thank got I didn't order it from India illegally for $50... Sep 18, 2024 at 7:29 PM

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    1. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Already fully accepted I'll never know the true cause of popping in ears when I swallow/yawn. Never had this before T and H :c Hate it.
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      3. Marina Moon
        Marina Moon
        I have effusions in both my TMJs (determined via MRI) so that leads to inflammation of the esustachian tubes because these structures are right next to eachother. Hence a build up of mucus, which throws off the pressure in the eustachian tubes, and why they're having trouble opening and closing properly. It doesn't hurt, but it annoys me greatly!
        Mar 6, 2024
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      4. Marshall
        Marshall
        thats all that noise is, just mucus around the membranes making a noise when opening and closing. If there is too much mucus like when you are sick or have chronic inflammation, that's when it becomes an issues bc you cant equalize properly. the noise when you E tubes are opening and closing is normal to everyone and part of normal function.
        Mar 6, 2024
      5. Marshall
        Marshall
        @Marina Moon exactly, fluttering is a middle ear (bones) hitting your ear drum in response of stimuli such as noises and other things, could be internal as well like yawning/coughing
        Mar 6, 2024
    2. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Today's my tinnitus is 1/10 and I'm so happy. My stupid neighbors screaming loudly while gaming but my T and H still haven't spiked yet!
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      2. Kiyomi
        Kiyomi
        I miss screaming while gaming or gaming in general. :(
        Mar 3, 2024
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I would love to have a 1/10 tinnitus. I don't think my tinnitus was that low in about 20 years.
        Mar 5, 2024
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      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        1 out of 10 / ohhhh man. Awesome
        Mar 5, 2024
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    3. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I forgot to write here that Clonazepam "cured" all my symptoms of moderate hyperacusis for 48 hours. Not sure about T loudness though...
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        It's been 3 days and my hyperacusis is still not as bad as it was before. Looks like some relief symptoms were permanent! I'm happy with that, but I will still wear earplugs outside of my house all the time with the exception of nature preserves and parks that are located at least 50 meters away from the road
        Mar 3, 2024
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        3 days? But 2 days ago is when you said you took it, and you said it just made you sleepy and nothing else by that afternoon (Friday afternoon CST). Anyway, be careful with that benzo, especially with that much of a doze in one day. Typically benefit is temporary and becomes less effective with continued use.
        Mar 3, 2024
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    4. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Took 0.5 Clonazepam half an hour ago. So far no reduction in anxiety and tinnitus loudness, but oh boy my eyes are heavy as hell. Will wait
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      3. SamRosemary
        SamRosemary
        What route is it? Oral or dissolving? Make sure you’re taking it correctly. Also 0.5 is the lowest dose I’m pretty sure.
        Mar 1, 2024
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      4. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Hi @SamRosemary, yes. It's oral generic tablet. The first one I swallowed whole, the second one I took sublingually just in case. The third one I took orally again. So far 1.5 mg with nothing. Like a placebo effect. Probably I'll ask doctor to change it for something else
        Mar 1, 2024
      5. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        1.5 mg of Clonazepam would be equivalent potency to at least 6 of my Lorazepam 0.5 mg tablets! That's a pretty big dose. Be extremely careful. I won't even take one of my Lorazepam with short half life more than once every three days due to tolerance and dependency issues that build quickly with benzos. Works a little for anxiety.
        Mar 3, 2024
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    5. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Why is my hyperacusis worse in the morning? Even the sound of running water causing discomfort :/
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    6. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I'm so proud of people who were able to habituate and forget about their tinnitus. It's so freaking loud today. Especially my worst ear. Oh.
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    7. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My T has suddenly spiked at volume. I'm not sure why. My laptop volume is 5 out of 100. I protect my ears 24/7. Oh well...I don't care tbh
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Had a zoom with my psychiatrist. She offered Lexapro and Busbar for tinnitus. I spent half an hour on her education about ototoxicity of all antidepressants and finally was able to get 15 Clonazepams. I hope it will mute tinnitus at least for 2-3 hours. I'm not asking for cure or anything. Just 2 hours of no panic attacks and ringing.
        Feb 29, 2024
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      3. streifzug
        streifzug
        Mar 1, 2024
      4. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Hi @streifzug. Benzodiazepines are usually ototoxic when you cutting them of after a long period of consistent use (withdrawal). Using them once a week or less should prevent this from happening. Thanks for the info and link though!
        Mar 3, 2024
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    8. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      The new hissing tone in my right ear appeared again. 2nd time. Last time it went away after 3 days. Not holding my breath but... please.
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Well. It's morning and it's still here. Wind sound in my good ear. Maybe... it's going to disappear before Friday lol
        Feb 27, 2024
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      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        It's disappeared. Well...have no idea what's going on in my middle and inner ears but some serious processes and they are kinda scary. Anyway, tomorrow I MAY be finally getting anti-anxiety meds for my panic attacks. I hope everything goes smoothly and I won't be prescribed one more antidepressant that was linked to worsening tinnitus in patients with already existing tinnitus
        Feb 28, 2024
    9. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I really think my T loudness and H pain are slowly decreasing, but that doesn't matter. I have 13 cavities. I need 13 drillings...Yeah. Yeah
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      2. streifzug
        streifzug
        seriously?
        Feb 26, 2024
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    10. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Today is my T 3 month anniversary and to my surprise my T is very quiet or at least not disturbing. It was almost 1/10 in the morning!
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      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        That's Good. Enjoy those spicy tacos!
        Feb 25, 2024
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      4. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        Must of been the pizza and tacos :p
        Feb 25, 2024
      5. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Hi @Kiyomi, I have 3 tones in each ear. I had the 4th one in my left ear for 3 days but it's gone now. All 3 are very high-pitched ones
        Feb 25, 2024
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    11. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Tomorrow is 3rd month anniversary of my T and H. Gonna make pizza and maybe some spicy tacos to celebrate this disgusting turn of events lol
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    12. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      The time machine could have fixed it all...
      1. streifzug
        streifzug
        I wish I could just load an old savegame of my life and try again and again until I am happy.
        Feb 24, 2024
      2. Kittywus
        Kittywus
        Seriously
        Mar 13, 2024
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    13. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      XEN1101 and Auricle are the reason why I'm trying my best to continue living. A very small and phantom hope that is probably useless lol
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    14. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My 3rd month anniversary this Sunday. I'm still in denial phase to be honest. I can't believe I had everything in my life 3 months ago...
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      2. Kiyomi
        Kiyomi
        Yep and now it's gone or atleast severly altered. Everytime I had bad things happen or was down, I had my hobbies and ways to cope. But now I have nothing. Basically reinventing myself is the only thing I can do now. :(
        Feb 22, 2024
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    15. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Why do they put HVAC units right under the windows in so many apartments in my city? It's so loud inside of the bedroom...78-85 db...
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      2. gameover
        gameover
        Because fucking Murica. Land of cheap shit and loud noise.
        Feb 21, 2024
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    16. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      It's over. Doctors said not to come back bcz they did all they could. This is a new permanent reality. Severe H and T for the rest of life
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        My last hope is an anti-anxiety meds. If they would be able to reduce my T and H even if only for a couple of hours it's going to be a win. I hope my new psychiatrist will not be as conservative as my old one ._.
        Feb 19, 2024
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      3. BellaMia
        BellaMia
        I had bad hyperacusis in the beginning. Tylenol helps with pain and inflammation. Make homemade ginger and tumeric tea and add pepper to active it. This helps with pain and inflammation. Magnesium helps with anxiety, sleep and inflammation. Hope this helps.
        Feb 19, 2024
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      4. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        imo their response should be that they are going to go to the ends of the earth to find a solution for you and won’t be able to sleep at night until they do.
        Feb 20, 2024
    17. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      I woke up at 2 am and my tinnitus is raging. I have no energy left to cry or fantasize about me waking up without tinnitus one day. Awful.
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      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        At the very least I hope that strong anti-anxiety meds will help me for at least a few hours. I will not use them every day or even every week but god I just need one, ONE, silent day. I'm not religious but I pray it will help. At least 20% noise reduction IS a win to me!
        Feb 17, 2024
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      4. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I felt the same way. Sometimes I wonder how this is even real.
        Feb 17, 2024
      5. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        20% reduction would be terrible, maybe not even noticeable, particularly with variable tinnitus. 50% reduction is 6 dB, which is noticeable but not that high, either. So hopefully Auricle will provide more than that over time for those it helps.
        Feb 19, 2024
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    18. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My temporary hissing sound in my left ear is gone.I had it for like 3 days. Now my tinnitus is again just super loud high-pitched ringing
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    19. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      3 months anniversary is very very close. I feel worse than in the beginning of this journey... It's so loud...man, I'm so defeated
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        :(
        Feb 16, 2024
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      3. Marshall
        Marshall
        mine got worse before it got better 6-8 months
        Feb 20, 2024
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    20. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Physical therapist made my T and H worse while doing massage to make my T and H better... Unbelievable. I was shocked so I didn't left room
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I am literally praying rn before going to bed that everything is going to be okay and I won't woke up with a spike in H and T. I'm so scared. I am also only trying to get meds for panic attacks. I won't survive a flare up :c
        Feb 15, 2024
    21. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      My physical therapist is so good at fixing my jaw. Literally 10/10 BUT she made my Hyperacusis much worse due to loud talking :c
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        My allergies test was alright. I'm allergic only to mold and dust. No plants or food. But I'm worried about my hyperacusis so much. I think I'll refuse to see my physical therapist until my hyperacusis is totally gone. Or perhaps I'll use earplugs all session long. Can't stand loud speaking next to my ears
        Feb 14, 2024
    22. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Tomorrow I have an allergy test on my skin. I'll find out what I'm allergic to. ENT thinks it may cause tinnitus. It's 100% not but I agreed
      1. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Also, I was able to get a referral to a psychiatrist who prescribes anything you ask him for. Well, at least judging by his prescription records from 2019. I am so close to get real meds for my panic attacks... finally no "take hydroxyzine or amitriptyline" BS!
        Feb 14, 2024
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I was able to obtain not ototoxic migraine medication for my daily headaches, now I'm finally about to get not ototoxic panic attack meds. I'm finally ditching ibuprofen and antidepressants. Life is slightly getting better, even if only by 0.01%.
        Feb 14, 2024
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      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I will not miss antidepressants, but ibuprofen is so so good in managing even above average moderate pain. It's such a shame I can't use it anymore safely. It helps with headaches and toothache 100% of the time. It was such a life-savior. Same with paracetamol and NightQuill syrups. That's unfair that all of them are extremely ototoxic! :c
        Feb 14, 2024
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    23. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Tinnitus is deafening today + crazy headache. I did use THC but not sure if it's all related. I feel so bad, so so bad. Almost in agony lol
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      2. Jammer
        Jammer
        THC doesn't agree with my T.
        Feb 14, 2024
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    24. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Okay. I don't like the new hissing tone in my left ear, but at the very least now all my ears are bad. I think this is fair :c No good ears.
      1. Jammer
        Jammer
        I'd say most tinnitus progresses to a dual ear problem over time.
        Feb 11, 2024
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    25. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      1 am. February 11th. I got a new tinnitus tone in my left (good) ear. I have no words. But I know it's forever with me. Just like the others
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        8 am. It still there. Well, I guess I did something wrong or this is just my fate to suffer. I was protecting my ears like crazy. Grocery store is only with earbuds. Walking near the road only with earbuds. Listening to music only without headphones (until 2 days ago) and even when I started using headphones again the volume was set to 6 out of 100. They couldn't cause this, I just don't believe it...
        Feb 11, 2024
      3. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        I think I'll start over-protect my left ear today...I honestly don't know what to do. A new sound after 2.5 months of tinnitus is crazy how scary. I just had a great day yesterday and here we are, back to square one. I love my life lmao
        Feb 11, 2024
    26. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Tomorrow is first appointment with physical therapist to discuss my TMJ. Zero expectations I just hope won't be any worsening of my symptoms
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      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        Well, I do have severe TMJD. My PT is a nice woman and she said my TMJ absolutely can cause tinnitus and my ENT is wrong about everything. Typical stuff for us, all doctors say different things. Next week I have Allergies test, and an hour later TMJ massage. We will see how it goes...
        Forgot to add: TMJ massage is uncomfortable and very painful. I hope it worth it ._.
        Feb 9, 2024
    27. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Loud popping/clicking sounds in my ears are gone if I swallow a food but if it's just an air they are immediately back ._. The mystery...
    28. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Got prescribed meds for my tinnitus induced daily headaches. 10 pills cost 1177 dollars. I miss days when I could just take ibuprofen man
      1. 4Grace
        4Grace
        What pills are those?
        Feb 16, 2024
      2. _Shoto_
        _Shoto_
        @4Grace, they are called Ubrelvy. My PCP said these are the only meds in the USA that don't cause tinnitus or problems with jaw (I have TMJ as well)
        Feb 16, 2024
    29. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Getting tinnitus changed my views on problems. I never had any before November 24th 2023. Just minor inconveniences at max. I was an idiot..
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      2. gameover
        gameover
        Preach, brother.
        Feb 6, 2024
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      3. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I feel this.
        Feb 6, 2024
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      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        100 percent. I feel like my family and friends are reaping the rewards. They feel so much better about the problems they believed they had. Now they say … well at least they are not like me.
        Feb 16, 2024
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    30. _Shoto_
      _Shoto_
      Crying every day when my mom isn't at home. It's so lonely and silent. No one to talk to. My tinnitus is so high-pitched... It's painful...
      1. Tryn2BHopeful
        Tryn2BHopeful
        I feel this to. My T is pretty high its like a laser beam going through my head. Sorry we have to experience this.
        Feb 6, 2024
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    Gender:
    Male
    Tinnitus Since:
    11/2023
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Unknown so far