_Shoto_ Mar 6, 2024 Every day I'm grateful for the supportive family. Mom mom and my grandpa. Beautiful people. I love them so much. They do everything they can
Every day I'm grateful for the supportive family. Mom mom and my grandpa. Beautiful people. I love them so much. They do everything they can
_Shoto_ Mar 6, 2024 Random bursts of sadness and loneliness make me cry every day since I got my T and H. I can't wait to finally habitulate this year.
Random bursts of sadness and loneliness make me cry every day since I got my T and H. I can't wait to finally habitulate this year.
_Shoto_ Mar 6, 2024 My tinnitus never was this loud before as it is today. Weird. This is the first time I can't sleep due to loudness. Maybe just anxiety?
My tinnitus never was this loud before as it is today. Weird. This is the first time I can't sleep due to loudness. Maybe just anxiety?
_Shoto_ Mar 6, 2024 My hyperacusis is back. Can't open tea bag without uncomfortable ear flatterings. Ringing is louder than usual. Literally all out of nowhere
My hyperacusis is back. Can't open tea bag without uncomfortable ear flatterings. Ringing is louder than usual. Literally all out of nowhere
_Shoto_ Mar 6, 2024 People born in 2050 and getting T late in their lives wouldn't understand the hell we are experiencing right now in 2024 with 0 treatments:/
People born in 2050 and getting T late in their lives wouldn't understand the hell we are experiencing right now in 2024 with 0 treatments:/
_Shoto_ Mar 6, 2024 Well. Today is definitely a day...and not a good one. Anxiety fuels tinnitus as hell. Trying watching anime/play games to distract myself :c
Well. Today is definitely a day...and not a good one. Anxiety fuels tinnitus as hell. Trying watching anime/play games to distract myself :c
_Shoto_ Mar 5, 2024 I wish I were given a 2nd chance with tinnitus. Like If it was only for a week or month. I did stop listening to loud music. Life is unfair
I wish I were given a 2nd chance with tinnitus. Like If it was only for a week or month. I did stop listening to loud music. Life is unfair
_Shoto_ Mar 5, 2024 Already fully accepted I'll never know the true cause of popping in ears when I swallow/yawn. Never had this before T and H :c Hate it.
Already fully accepted I'll never know the true cause of popping in ears when I swallow/yawn. Never had this before T and H :c Hate it.
_Shoto_ Mar 3, 2024 Today's my tinnitus is 1/10 and I'm so happy. My stupid neighbors screaming loudly while gaming but my T and H still haven't spiked yet!
Today's my tinnitus is 1/10 and I'm so happy. My stupid neighbors screaming loudly while gaming but my T and H still haven't spiked yet!
_Shoto_ Mar 3, 2024 I forgot to write here that Clonazepam "cured" all my symptoms of moderate hyperacusis for 48 hours. Not sure about T loudness though...
I forgot to write here that Clonazepam "cured" all my symptoms of moderate hyperacusis for 48 hours. Not sure about T loudness though...
_Shoto_ Mar 1, 2024 Took 0.5 Clonazepam half an hour ago. So far no reduction in anxiety and tinnitus loudness, but oh boy my eyes are heavy as hell. Will wait
Took 0.5 Clonazepam half an hour ago. So far no reduction in anxiety and tinnitus loudness, but oh boy my eyes are heavy as hell. Will wait
_Shoto_ Mar 1, 2024 Why is my hyperacusis worse in the morning? Even the sound of running water causing discomfort :/
_Shoto_ Feb 29, 2024 I'm so proud of people who were able to habituate and forget about their tinnitus. It's so freaking loud today. Especially my worst ear. Oh.
I'm so proud of people who were able to habituate and forget about their tinnitus. It's so freaking loud today. Especially my worst ear. Oh.
_Shoto_ Feb 29, 2024 My T has suddenly spiked at volume. I'm not sure why. My laptop volume is 5 out of 100. I protect my ears 24/7. Oh well...I don't care tbh
My T has suddenly spiked at volume. I'm not sure why. My laptop volume is 5 out of 100. I protect my ears 24/7. Oh well...I don't care tbh
_Shoto_ Feb 27, 2024 The new hissing tone in my right ear appeared again. 2nd time. Last time it went away after 3 days. Not holding my breath but... please.
The new hissing tone in my right ear appeared again. 2nd time. Last time it went away after 3 days. Not holding my breath but... please.
_Shoto_ Feb 26, 2024 I really think my T loudness and H pain are slowly decreasing, but that doesn't matter. I have 13 cavities. I need 13 drillings...Yeah. Yeah
I really think my T loudness and H pain are slowly decreasing, but that doesn't matter. I have 13 cavities. I need 13 drillings...Yeah. Yeah
_Shoto_ Feb 25, 2024 Today is my T 3 month anniversary and to my surprise my T is very quiet or at least not disturbing. It was almost 1/10 in the morning!
Today is my T 3 month anniversary and to my surprise my T is very quiet or at least not disturbing. It was almost 1/10 in the morning!
_Shoto_ Feb 24, 2024 Tomorrow is 3rd month anniversary of my T and H. Gonna make pizza and maybe some spicy tacos to celebrate this disgusting turn of events lol
Tomorrow is 3rd month anniversary of my T and H. Gonna make pizza and maybe some spicy tacos to celebrate this disgusting turn of events lol
_Shoto_ Feb 22, 2024 XEN1101 and Auricle are the reason why I'm trying my best to continue living. A very small and phantom hope that is probably useless lol
XEN1101 and Auricle are the reason why I'm trying my best to continue living. A very small and phantom hope that is probably useless lol
_Shoto_ Feb 21, 2024 My 3rd month anniversary this Sunday. I'm still in denial phase to be honest. I can't believe I had everything in my life 3 months ago...
My 3rd month anniversary this Sunday. I'm still in denial phase to be honest. I can't believe I had everything in my life 3 months ago...
_Shoto_ Feb 21, 2024 Why do they put HVAC units right under the windows in so many apartments in my city? It's so loud inside of the bedroom...78-85 db...
Why do they put HVAC units right under the windows in so many apartments in my city? It's so loud inside of the bedroom...78-85 db...
_Shoto_ Feb 19, 2024 It's over. Doctors said not to come back bcz they did all they could. This is a new permanent reality. Severe H and T for the rest of life
It's over. Doctors said not to come back bcz they did all they could. This is a new permanent reality. Severe H and T for the rest of life
_Shoto_ Feb 17, 2024 I woke up at 2 am and my tinnitus is raging. I have no energy left to cry or fantasize about me waking up without tinnitus one day. Awful.
I woke up at 2 am and my tinnitus is raging. I have no energy left to cry or fantasize about me waking up without tinnitus one day. Awful.
_Shoto_ Feb 16, 2024 My temporary hissing sound in my left ear is gone.I had it for like 3 days. Now my tinnitus is again just super loud high-pitched ringing
My temporary hissing sound in my left ear is gone.I had it for like 3 days. Now my tinnitus is again just super loud high-pitched ringing
_Shoto_ Feb 16, 2024 3 months anniversary is very very close. I feel worse than in the beginning of this journey... It's so loud...man, I'm so defeated
3 months anniversary is very very close. I feel worse than in the beginning of this journey... It's so loud...man, I'm so defeated
_Shoto_ Feb 14, 2024 Physical therapist made my T and H worse while doing massage to make my T and H better... Unbelievable. I was shocked so I didn't left room
Physical therapist made my T and H worse while doing massage to make my T and H better... Unbelievable. I was shocked so I didn't left room
_Shoto_ Feb 14, 2024 My physical therapist is so good at fixing my jaw. Literally 10/10 BUT she made my Hyperacusis much worse due to loud talking :c
My physical therapist is so good at fixing my jaw. Literally 10/10 BUT she made my Hyperacusis much worse due to loud talking :c
_Shoto_ Feb 14, 2024 Tomorrow I have an allergy test on my skin. I'll find out what I'm allergic to. ENT thinks it may cause tinnitus. It's 100% not but I agreed
Tomorrow I have an allergy test on my skin. I'll find out what I'm allergic to. ENT thinks it may cause tinnitus. It's 100% not but I agreed
_Shoto_ Feb 14, 2024 Tinnitus is deafening today + crazy headache. I did use THC but not sure if it's all related. I feel so bad, so so bad. Almost in agony lol
Tinnitus is deafening today + crazy headache. I did use THC but not sure if it's all related. I feel so bad, so so bad. Almost in agony lol