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  1. Theezy

    Catastrophic Tinnitus Worsening After 7 Years — Caused by a Kiss on the Ear

    I am truly sorry to hear about your struggles, and I sincerely hope things are improving for you now. I apologize for not responding sooner. After I began to feel better in the spring of 2023, I avoided these forums. During that time, I enjoyed a period where I felt okay most days, although I...
  2. Theezy

    I partially held in a sneeze on accident and it affected my right ear. Other loud incidents...

    I partially held in a sneeze on accident and it affected my right ear. Other loud incidents haven’t caused lasting worsenings, but everything has gone to a new level these past days somehow from this
  3. Theezy

    This is my first spike since “the kiss” w/ loss of appetite, nausea, facial pain. I’ve felt...

    This is my first spike since “the kiss” w/ loss of appetite, nausea, facial pain. I’ve felt terrible these past few days
  4. Theezy

    Suicidal

    I need to vent—this is my first time here in over a year. After my catastrophic worsening in fall 2022, I never got back to normal, but at least I was enjoying life a bit while living an adjusted lifestyle. ...until yesterday when I held in a sneeze, which spiked my tinnitus in my right ear...
  5. Theezy

    Yes definitely. It can be pretty severe for a few days to week after sound incidents. If I'm...

    Yes definitely. It can be pretty severe for a few days to week after sound incidents. If I'm able to have a good week without any harsh noises, my ears seem to settle down quite a bit, and I'll be pretty much pain free. Of course the usual T and H never goes away completely
  6. Theezy

    @MindOverMatter thanks for your response! That's helpful to hear your experience. I will try to...

    @MindOverMatter thanks for your response! That's helpful to hear your experience. I will try to apply some of this into my routine. I'm currently in a bad spike - feels like I'm always either just starting to get out of a spike or starting up a whole new cycle. Was the counseling tinnitus...
  7. Theezy

    Quietest Video Game Consoles (Controllers)? Games That Can Be Played without Sound?

    I got an Xbox One S which is a virtually silent console (speaking as someone with severe, housebound hyperacusis). The only catch is the controller is pretty clicky which can be too much on a bad day. Can you handle typing on a clicky keyboard? Otherwise I think I've heard the PlayStation...
  8. Theezy

    Love you bro! I'm definitely fighting. How have you been?

    Love you bro! I'm definitely fighting. How have you been?
  9. Theezy

    @Juliane for those of us with severe, housebound levels of T & H, I would say it brings more...

    @Juliane for those of us with severe, housebound levels of T & H, I would say it brings more suffering than people on the outside could possibly imagine. Even with nearly a 5+ years of mild tinnitus, I suffered, but could not have dreamt it could become like this and assumed people like me...
  10. Theezy

    @MindOverMatter I recently hit a year mark since a sudden worsening. Since then my T and H have...

    @MindOverMatter I recently hit a year mark since a sudden worsening. Since then my T and H have been insanely easy to worsen further and I am actually feeling about as bad as ever now. How long did it take you to start feeling better? What helped the most? thank you
  11. Theezy

    I've been able to enjoy summer a bit by getting outside to the backyard and woods. However, the...

    I've been able to enjoy summer a bit by getting outside to the backyard and woods. However, the T still quickly goes nuclear if I have any sound slip ups, and it continues slowly worsens over weeks/months. Unfortunately, it seems I was dealt a difficult case, but I hold onto hope. How are you doing?
  12. Theezy

    Hey good to hear from you! Sorry, I took a long break from this site. I feel I took the edge off...

    Hey good to hear from you! Sorry, I took a long break from this site. I feel I took the edge off the H a tiny bit by getting outside to the backyard and woods a bit this summer (still pretty much housebound), but the T is relentless and only seems capable of worsening. Have you tried anything...
  13. Theezy

    Suicidal

    I absolutely hate that I'm back here. I think I feel best posting my dark thoughts here because people know what they're getting into when they click the thread. This time is especially painful as I had a massive setback after I noticed my hyperacusis was starting to slightly improve and I was...
  14. Theezy

    I recently had noticed that my H was starting to improve, and I was feeling more habituated to...

    I recently had noticed that my H was starting to improve, and I was feeling more habituated to the worsening T. Then two weeks ago I dropped a fork facing my left ear, and that made my left (previously better ear) worse than my right. Feel like Sisyphus man :/
  15. Theezy

    @DeanD it’s insane I can have a flawless week of limiting noises while maintaining some low...

    @DeanD it’s insane I can have a flawless week of limiting noises while maintaining some low level exposure. But one little slip up can ramp it all up to new levels again
  16. Theezy

    How does one get out of the vicious cycle of worsening T and H? As it gets worse it takes less...

    How does one get out of the vicious cycle of worsening T and H? As it gets worse it takes less to worsen again. Going on 7 months now
  17. Theezy

    Love you to brother. Had an ok week last week but now feeling worse than ever again. Such a...

    Love you to brother. Had an ok week last week but now feeling worse than ever again. Such a brutal trajectory, and it’s been trending to the bottom for 7 months now (technically 7 years but the pace used to be more gradual). Somehow I still keep going. I truly hope we can find our way out of...
  18. Theezy

    Suicidal

    Do you take medication or have anything that helps to get through the day? With my previous tinnitus and hyperacusis I struggled but was able to power through life and do most activities I enjoy. These conditions have gotten to such insane levels this past year that like you said, I could not...
  19. Theezy

    ForgTin to Forget Tinnitus: Reviews / Experiences? Does It Work?

    Does anyone know a way to obtain ForgTin in the US? Yes, I know the efficacy is highly questionable but I need to try everything with how bad my tinnitus has gotten. If anyone’s got a set that they want to get rid of, I’d gladly buy.
  20. Theezy

    Suicidal

    My tinnitus was in slow decline for 7 years but I lived life as best I could without interruption. I used hearing protection for loud events and got by alright. Although, it slowly got worse over the months/years. Had tests, saw ENTs, etc. However, for the past 7 months my tinnitus has been...
  21. Theezy

    Hyperacusis is actually slightly better. Tinnitus is at an all time worst though. I’m living as...

    Hyperacusis is actually slightly better. Tinnitus is at an all time worst though. I’m living as best I can with this confusing condition.
  22. Theezy

    I don’t know what we did to deserve this. All I can hope for is that medicine understands this...

    I don’t know what we did to deserve this. All I can hope for is that medicine understands this better in the future. What a torturous condition.
  23. Theezy

    Two Tinnitus Worsenings within Four Days — Massive Setback in Overcoming Major Depression

    I'm so sorry to hear you've been going through this for so long. I can imagine it's painful, confusing, frustrating, and much more. Our experiences sound very similar. You're an insanely strong person to already be battling this for 4 years. Mine has slowly worsening over the past 7 years, and...
  24. Theezy

    How to Habituate to Tinnitus

    Thank you again, I have really limited anything above low-moderate sound exposure as I realized that was making things worse initially. Of the options proposed, I believe I can work more on stress. The funny thing is I am generally not a super stressed person before tinnitus but it certainly...
  25. Theezy

    How to Habituate to Tinnitus

    Thank you Michael. I appreciate the reply. I have already been working with an audiologist and general practitioner for the past months. I have seen many ENTs over the years with perfect ears, hearing, and imaging apart from my tinnitus and hyperacusis, and it was getting worse then too. I feel...
  26. Theezy

    How to Habituate to Tinnitus

    Hi @Michael Leigh, I truly appreciate everything you contribute to this community. I remember exchanging a few messages 6 months ago at big jump in my tinnitus due to sound exposure. Since then my tinnitus and sound tolerance have both been aggressively worsening to the point I have been...
  27. Theezy

    It’s been a hair over 6 months since the initial big jump up. I believed it would get better...

    It’s been a hair over 6 months since the initial big jump up. I believed it would get better, it’s gotten 5-10x worse. Nightmare everyday
  28. Theezy

    Trigger Warning: My Friend's Husband Killed Her and Himself Because of His Severe Tinnitus

    I’m 29 years old, and suicide did not compute with me before tinnitus. Even the first couple years of mild to moderate tinnitus I would have never dreamed of it. Now it’s progressed so bad along with severe hyperacusis that I have to battle everyday to fight that urge off. It’s not a mental...
  29. Theezy

    Hey man how are things going?

    Hey man how are things going?
  30. Theezy

    Fixed My Tinnitus by Going Gluten Free

    Unfortunately I don’t have anything exceptionally exciting to report. I may feel a little more energy over the last month but I don’t think I can say gluten-free has done much towards tinnitus or hyperacusis. I was surprised by the jump in energy for the first week or so, but any differences...
  31. Theezy

    Catastrophic Tinnitus Worsening After 7 Years — Caused by a Kiss on the Ear

    Let’s be honest, most people with tinnitus can get better with TRT or time alone. There’s a subset who get worse from sound therapy. This is even mentioned in the TRT book (as category 4 patients) from Jastreboff himself, I read it. With the diversity of diseases that can create tinnitus as a...
  32. Theezy

    Any thoughts on ssris? Any meds ok to take the edge off?

    Any thoughts on ssris? Any meds ok to take the edge off?
  33. Theezy

    Wow a hard almond bite really was the largest jump in tinnitus I’ve had; brand new low tone like...

    Wow a hard almond bite really was the largest jump in tinnitus I’ve had; brand new low tone like a foghorn in that ear. Started Serc
  34. Theezy

    That’s Cloud Peak in the Bighorn Mountains. Amazing place. Where’s yours?

    That’s Cloud Peak in the Bighorn Mountains. Amazing place. Where’s yours?
  35. Theezy

    Unfortunately that’s kinda my feeling as well. I’m just feeling like I need to take drastic...

    Unfortunately that’s kinda my feeling as well. I’m just feeling like I need to take drastic action somehow with how far gone it’s gotten
  36. Theezy

    I’m beyond my limits with this and am intrigued by the Dr Shulman protocol of klonopin and...

    I’m beyond my limits with this and am intrigued by the Dr Shulman protocol of klonopin and gabapentin. Is that a mistake to even try?
  37. Theezy

    Spike from last week continues to stack, I did not think it was possible for tinnitus to get...

    Spike from last week continues to stack, I did not think it was possible for tinnitus to get this bad. Praying betahistine does something
  38. Theezy

    Catastrophic Tinnitus Worsening After 7 Years — Caused by a Kiss on the Ear

    I haven’t had any red flags for jaw issues specifically. I sometimes clench and grind my teeth in sleep, but I have not really had the classic signs of TMJ. I think it must have been the harsh vibration combined with the internal noise. It is unbelievable to me how bad it’s been since this...
  39. Theezy

    Catastrophic Tinnitus Worsening After 7 Years — Caused by a Kiss on the Ear

    Thank you. I will definitely look into that, and I’ll report back if I end up trying that. I appreciate the suggestion!
  40. Theezy

    Catastrophic Tinnitus Worsening After 7 Years — Caused by a Kiss on the Ear

    I was not wearing any hearing protection, probably would have been much worse with the occlusion effect. It’s crazy to me how much my tinnitus has spiked and the addition of this new blaring foghorn in my left ear. It’s almost like the bite jostled my inner ear or something.
  41. Theezy

    Catastrophic Tinnitus Worsening After 7 Years — Caused by a Kiss on the Ear

    My experience continues to be endlessly absurd and hopeless by design, so I will do what I can; I will write about it. This has basically become my personal tinnitus journal to connect with others going through tough similar situations or the off chance that some patient reader puts pieces...
  42. Theezy

    So sorry to hear that yours is also worsening. If you can sleep alright without them it’s worth...

    So sorry to hear that yours is also worsening. If you can sleep alright without them it’s worth a shot. I actually do have mirtazapine for sleep but I try to only take it on the most brutal days (1-2 a month). Had another recent setback of course, I’ll write about it on my main thread
  43. Theezy

    Worse again, hearing swirling electricity, screeching, cicadas, and a low rumbling all...

    Worse again, hearing swirling electricity, screeching, cicadas, and a low rumbling all throughout my head
  44. Theezy

    Suicidal

    May no one else have to go through this vicious cycle of worsening tinnitus and hyperacusis. I’ve heard of it before. It does sound intriguing. Currently I can’t imagine taking a flight to Florida unfortunately, everything goes ballistic from a simple walk with protection. I will do some...
  45. Theezy

    Suicidal

    This message means a lot, and I know you’re struggling too. I’m impressed you’ve reviewed so many cases - that’s a scientific mind! The evidence does suggest that many do get better over a long time. I feel the need to vent here because I feel so beaten down. It’s been 6 months since the...
  46. Theezy

    Suicidal

    I held onto hope and worked on CBT/habituation techniques through 5 months of increasing tinnitus. This week it’s increased too quickly. I don’t realistically see having much more time when my head and neural system is fried like this. There’s an electrical factory inside my head. And a train...
  47. Theezy

    Suicidal

    The fact that a suicidal thread is one of the most popular on this site is awful. We have accomplished so much with modern medicine yet a condition that can manifest as constant torture and agony has such an incredible lack of understanding let alone treatment options. I think part of the...
  48. Theezy

    Been staying strong but today it's a bit too much. Tinnitus has ramped up a ton this week...

    Been staying strong but today it's a bit too much. Tinnitus has ramped up a ton this week, baseline constantly worsening. My head is full.
  49. Theezy

    Experiencing Palinacousis, Reactive Tinnitus, TTTS, and ETD — Any Link Between All of This?

    I’m really sorry that happened to you last weekend. I know the feeling all too well of having a new increase in baseline. It’s terrifying not knowing if it’s permanent or not. Although my baseline has absolutely been increasing, it at least seems like the day or two after an increase are usually...
  50. Theezy

    Experiencing Palinacousis, Reactive Tinnitus, TTTS, and ETD — Any Link Between All of This?

    I’m having a tough go of it to be honest. I’ve been more on the side of sound isolation due to some initial noise exposures worsening all my symptoms at the beginning of this increase through August/September and October along with noxacusis. It’s been hard for me personally to find the right...
  51. Theezy

    Is There a New Dotcom Bubble?

    I bought some Avalanche after that announcement. It was already a well made L1, and doesn’t hurt to have Amazon take you under their wing. My favorite crypto has been Kadena for a while. They’ve got an impressive team, and it’s essentially a network of parallel-processing PoW chains that...
  52. Theezy

    Our Art

    Did a Bob Ross paint-along with a couple friends last Friday. I think painting is more effective than all the CBT exercises I’ve tried to distract from my symptoms. Definitely going to experiment more with this hobby.
  53. Theezy

    Fixed My Tinnitus by Going Gluten Free

    I’m on day 4 of gluten free inspired by your post among other anecdotal reports on here. It’s easy enough to try and certainly worth a shot. It may be coincidence but I may already be feeling more energy / clear-headed. My diet was fairly heavy in gluten before this. No noticeable change in my...
  54. Theezy

    Experiencing Palinacousis, Reactive Tinnitus, TTTS, and ETD — Any Link Between All of This?

    I love the attitude, I think you’re going to kick its ass with that mentality. I have found it most difficult to not get upset with the inevitable setbacks that will happen in this situation. We can limit them but very difficult to avoid completely, so we have to be ready for those hard days. I...
  55. Theezy

    Experiencing Palinacousis, Reactive Tinnitus, TTTS, and ETD — Any Link Between All of This?

    My tinnitus has increased even more over the past couple of days, possibly from having a couple friends over with conversation. I was enjoying myself a lot and wasn’t thinking about noise but after they left, it was a noticeable notch up and has stayed that way. This condition of worsening...
  56. Theezy

    Experiencing Palinacousis, Reactive Tinnitus, TTTS, and ETD — Any Link Between All of This?

    Sorry to hear about your experience. I have had a very similar experience with all these symptoms and worsening tinnitus from normal sounds for the last 4-5 months. This is after having more stable tinnitus for 7 years (although it was always worsening slowly month over month and year over...
  57. Theezy

    It really feels nearly impossible to go on some (maybe most) days, but I’m also a Christian and...

    It really feels nearly impossible to go on some (maybe most) days, but I’m also a Christian and have family so I will keep fighting. This is so hard man, feel free to reach out anytime.
  58. Theezy

    Hey thanks for your message. Unfortunately the tinnitus has continued worsening regardless of...

    Hey thanks for your message. Unfortunately the tinnitus has continued worsening regardless of what I do. The only factor that clearly and consistently makes it worse is excessive sound (doesn’t take much). I try to keep as much sound exposure as I can comfortably handle through low level tv...
  59. Theezy

    Catastrophic Tinnitus Worsening After 7 Years — Caused by a Kiss on the Ear

    Thanks. Now I try to stop it by holding my breath, and if I have to, I’ll sneeze into my elbow which seems to muffle it a lot. Not going to try to hold one in again since it seems that has the most potential for ear damage.
  60. Theezy

    Catastrophic Tinnitus Worsening After 7 Years — Caused by a Kiss on the Ear

    I’m sorry to hear that man. It’s so frustrating when things we enjoy spike it. I hope you had an otherwise enjoyable time with your family and that the spike settles down quickly.