I've been hoping for 4 months this increase was a spike or could repair back to baseline and it's not. 18 to 26, T that I could live with, noise induced, and only loud and annoying if I cupped my ear and listed.
I've had some loud exposures during that time, one which gave me a reactive T, hyperacusis and TTTS or a worsening of these things if I had a mild case beforehand that I didn't even notice, and maybe a bit of a T increase over that time that wasn't anything major.
But with out a doubt my life has been changed since June 4th. One week prior to that, a loud wood saw woke me up from sleep right outside my window (which are wide open). I don't know why it took almost a week after that incident to cause T to raise the night i wen't to bed, but it did. Since then, it's been a nightmare.
June and July were hard, and I started to semi feel a bit of potential improvement. I'd even wake up with T pretty low sometimes. Now in September it's worse than ever. I've been exposed recently to loud fireworks (though I believe I was far enough away to not sustain damage), metal gate slamming and general loudness of being out and about in stores.
It's been seemingly changing, pitch, tones and intensity the last few months. Two days ago, I got hit by the loudest and more illegal motorcycle sound I've ever witnessed. I pushed the flaps of my ears in and tried to protect myself but I clearly got hit with a few seconds. I was in this old town type area where you walk around and didnt realize there was a main road behind some of the buildings which is where the motorcycle came down blaring.
Even before this, my T was being odd and having issues and this incident has made it even worse. I've been relatively staying home these last 4 months going out once and awhile and still listening to normal noises, but I feel as if my ears are seriously still really vulnerable and getting worse, especially now with this incident.
I don't know what to do or where to turn. ENT's are useless and I really feel like I'm getting worse, it's not in my mind I literally hear the difference and intensity getting worse. I don't know what to do, can your ears be so damaged and so screwed that it just gets worse even from short term exposures to something loud.
How can I cope and sit here hoping my original increase 4 months ago goes back to baseline when it's getting worse and I'm getting hit with exposures that seem to be loud enough to cause permanent damage. I'm going to have to wear earplugs outside all the damn time, I can't control these motorcycles and they're pumping out 115db easily and destroying what peace I have left in recovery.
I'm just so done with dealing with this and there is nothing out there to help, i don't know what to do anymore.
I've had some loud exposures during that time, one which gave me a reactive T, hyperacusis and TTTS or a worsening of these things if I had a mild case beforehand that I didn't even notice, and maybe a bit of a T increase over that time that wasn't anything major.
But with out a doubt my life has been changed since June 4th. One week prior to that, a loud wood saw woke me up from sleep right outside my window (which are wide open). I don't know why it took almost a week after that incident to cause T to raise the night i wen't to bed, but it did. Since then, it's been a nightmare.
June and July were hard, and I started to semi feel a bit of potential improvement. I'd even wake up with T pretty low sometimes. Now in September it's worse than ever. I've been exposed recently to loud fireworks (though I believe I was far enough away to not sustain damage), metal gate slamming and general loudness of being out and about in stores.
It's been seemingly changing, pitch, tones and intensity the last few months. Two days ago, I got hit by the loudest and more illegal motorcycle sound I've ever witnessed. I pushed the flaps of my ears in and tried to protect myself but I clearly got hit with a few seconds. I was in this old town type area where you walk around and didnt realize there was a main road behind some of the buildings which is where the motorcycle came down blaring.
Even before this, my T was being odd and having issues and this incident has made it even worse. I've been relatively staying home these last 4 months going out once and awhile and still listening to normal noises, but I feel as if my ears are seriously still really vulnerable and getting worse, especially now with this incident.
I don't know what to do or where to turn. ENT's are useless and I really feel like I'm getting worse, it's not in my mind I literally hear the difference and intensity getting worse. I don't know what to do, can your ears be so damaged and so screwed that it just gets worse even from short term exposures to something loud.
How can I cope and sit here hoping my original increase 4 months ago goes back to baseline when it's getting worse and I'm getting hit with exposures that seem to be loud enough to cause permanent damage. I'm going to have to wear earplugs outside all the damn time, I can't control these motorcycles and they're pumping out 115db easily and destroying what peace I have left in recovery.
I'm just so done with dealing with this and there is nothing out there to help, i don't know what to do anymore.