@Lane
Thanks, did you have any of these life debilitating tests at all, that have done this to me? I can't actually quite believe every day, and most of the night that something that was over so quickly has left such lasting damage. I do churn it over a lot!
@dpdx
So the sinus thing is no coincidence then? The sniff you hear in the ears? The fullness in the ears etc... It's part of this horrendous row in my head. The high pitched hiss never feels like it will go away as that is what I hear the loudest when I'm out, which I never ever had before that test. The low drone that is a constant at night that is just the absolute pits when you need sleep always gets far louder about 9 ish at night, despite always being there, it's rampant at night and when in bed.
I have so much stress in my life at the worst possible time, coupled with the fact that the pub across the road is in the middle of Xmas and NYE party season and the thumping bass from the DJ music for 5 hours per night is making me even more ill than I was. The constant thuds are a killer at the best of times, let alone what I am going through at present. The low boom of the dishwasher in the other room is driving me crazy as I'm typing this. The droney wavey deep pulsator in the head. The high pitch tone is easier to describe but the lower one, not so much. Worst part is the apps can't block out low and high, it's usually one or other.
Presumably when you say 'following your route' and 'will be sorry later on' you are talking about the stress levels. May be a bit late for that, I've done so much damage from stressing already, hair falling out etc. Difficult to avoid stress as it's part and parcel of my every day life at the moment. You really couldn't make it up. One thing after another at the moment. Sadly when this is 24/7 for all these months, I think it's kind of unavoidable, and not got the most supportive family, because other than people on here, NOBODY has any idea of the suffering and how much it can control your life, when you're frightened to go out because of the consequences of it.
Also like to wish all you lovely people a happy hols, or as happy as you can make it. Some of us are suffering far more than is humanly fair due to this hideousness.