Good to hear from you,
@linearb. Did the reduction in Gabapentin and Clonazepam affect your sleep or general anxiety? It looks like you're planning on tapering right down in anticipation of Auricle in 12-24 months' time.
I had been on 300-600 mg Gabapentin for months and accidentally forgot to take it for like a week, so I figured I was off and fine.
However, 2-3 weeks later, I got smacked with a really, really intense set of physical anxiety symptoms, so for the moment, I am back at 100 mg, and I think I will stay there for another three weeks, and then start cutting pills in half to go to 50 mg, 25 mg and get off more gently. It's nowhere near as rough as cutting the benzo, but going off that abruptly may have been a bad call after ~ about five years. I am generally okay, though, and I am still at a reduced Klonopin dose.
Auricle doesn't have much bearing on any of this. I have been waiting for that tech since 2017, but life keeps happening. Maybe it comes this year, maybe next, maybe never, but I have important things to do and pay attention to right now, so I have to let that stuff be peripheral noise.
Staying focused on the research does not feed my distress. But my generally reduced distress over the last five years or so has made me focus on other things. There's minimal time in the day, and I have limited time on the planet to experience stuff. Hell, our whole culture and species may be headed off multiple cliffs right now.
I'm pursuing various other things (bodywork, possibly clinically administered sublingual Ketamine) to try to attack my overall problems with widespread muscle tension, dysfunction, and generally elevated fight or flight response.
Having COVID-19 last year
really messed me up and set me back.