@Jazzer, thank you for your friendly response to my earlier post. I still love ya! There is a quote from the great C.S. Lewis:
Sometimes we need to lose our religion of our childhood in order to find God - or love, or whatever else we decide to base our lives on.
The world "love" occurs more than 700 times in the Bible. So any presentation of religion or faith which neglects love, and relies instead on a list of do's and don'ts, is seriously missing the point.
I'm just a few years younger than you Jazzer. I've read your tales of your upbringing with sadness. I didn't experience a lot of love in my childhood either. I guess our parents all came from a generation where they often weren't good at expressing love and support. Both my parents inherited problems from their own upbringing.
We did attend church as a family, but my parents had quite a "take it or leave it" approach towards observance - it was just something you did on a Sunday morning. My early experience of the church was rather dry and dusty, but I never felt coerced into church attendance, from which I drifted away in my teens. It was only later when I met Christians my own age at university that I finally understood what it was about. I saw the love and the joy they had, and I wanted some of that! They never dodged my hard questions, and when I finally caved in and acknowledged that God was God, and I was
not God, it opened a whole new world of experiences to me. I would say that I went from knowing
about God, to
knowing God in my life. I cannot give you objective proof of that on a public forum, but all I can do is ask you to accept it when I say that it has been real for me.
"There is no fear in love... perfect love casts out fear."
I think what Stacken77 is trying to say, is where does our "conscience" come from? Is it just something we pick up from society as we go through life? Or is it something we are born with?
And if we're born with our conscience, how did it get there?
Much talk occurs about "original sin" in some quarters, but I also believe our conscience is a sign of "original good". Again it doesn't "prove" God - but for me, it all adds up.