After one month of my application to AM101 trials, today i've been invited for a screening next week. The 3 month window for me closes on Dec 25th so if i'm accepted, i'll barely make it.
If i need describe my T after ~2 months, i'm doing much better managing it. It may have become a little quieter over time but i it's still always hearable except the shower. Mostly my reaction changed for the good. Anxiety, depression and panic attacks are long gone (1 month ago). Also i'm not annoyed any more by T and i can even focus and listen to it without getting nervous. So i'm probably doing fine and feel like i can live with that.
The problem is, there is no guarantee that it'll stay like this. There is a good chance that it'll increase over time, maybe very slowly, or i'll do something stupid and have an increase, idk. I want to do as much as can be done at this stage so that the damage in the inner ears can be undone, even if a little. But i'm very afraid too. I hope i do not back off at the last moment.
If i need describe my T after ~2 months, i'm doing much better managing it. It may have become a little quieter over time but i it's still always hearable except the shower. Mostly my reaction changed for the good. Anxiety, depression and panic attacks are long gone (1 month ago). Also i'm not annoyed any more by T and i can even focus and listen to it without getting nervous. So i'm probably doing fine and feel like i can live with that.
The problem is, there is no guarantee that it'll stay like this. There is a good chance that it'll increase over time, maybe very slowly, or i'll do something stupid and have an increase, idk. I want to do as much as can be done at this stage so that the damage in the inner ears can be undone, even if a little. But i'm very afraid too. I hope i do not back off at the last moment.