So yesterday was day 1 of injections (2nd set - real drug) of AMPACT2. Because I knew how painful it was going to be (from last time), i was pretty stressed. By 4pm i was sweating and seriously thinking of pulling out. However, having made such a commitment, i decided to go through with it, chanting the mantra "pain is transitory". First the tinnitus match with the audiologist, hearing test, eye check for stigmatism or irregular pulsing eye movements, bloods taken, weight, pulse, blood pressure, urine test, sign consent for AMPACT2 and off to the injection room. They first put in emula cream as a local anesthetic - thick syringed onto the eardrums. Cold cream touching the eardrum makes me wince.
Leave on eardrums for 30 mins. Makes you feel very dizzy but temporary. Then the suction off the right ear (very noisy and sometimes painful when the suction gets a hold of your eardrum or touches it - makes you feel very dizzy but temporary.) and syringe am101 into the middle ear. Didn't feel a thing. Relief! Phew! Wait 30 mins without talking or swallowing. Suction off cream left side (a bit more painful because my left ear always is) and inject. This time a bit of pain when the liquid is "pushed" into the middle ear. Done. Phew! Now just wait 30 mins, no swallowing or talking. All the while I am thinking "this is the real drug" and "I have to make sure enough of the drug seeps into my inner ear". Keep still.
So quite an ordeal. Left ear already starting to hurt with pain from the syringe. I'd taken pain killers (with codeine) the night before for general pain. Comes up in the urine test as opiates. It was nearly touch and go if i got the drug.... but i make it through.
Here is the amazing thing, even if it only lasted for 20 minutes. Last injection was at 4.30pm. My t that day had been low. What a great day when we have those right? About 6.20pm to 6.40pm - my t just disappeared! It was like i had my old life back. Almost silence. I say almost because there was still a very low t in my left ear. The lowest it has been in 12 months. I almost wept with joy! However, it started ramping up again :-(
Ears were blocked that night. TV to take my mind off things - but hearing muffled. Couldn't really sleep with ear pain. Woke in the middle of the night with what felt like my left ear clicking... As if pressure from inside was letting out trapped air. I let it just happen. T at this point was very loud in both ears.
T this morning loud (8/10) but now maybe down to a 6 or 7. Go back today at 12 noon for 2nd set of injections. Loading up on pain killers, as day 2 and 3 always worse than day 1, as ear is inflamed and they go through the same hole. Feeling nervous but going to continue to Thursday. At least I can say i had the real drug.
Whether it works long term - time will tell. That 20 mins of silence was golden. I'm hoping that it was a reaction to am101. But maybe the brain t kicked back in?? Maybe 2 more injections will bring it down. Here's hoping.
Leave on eardrums for 30 mins. Makes you feel very dizzy but temporary. Then the suction off the right ear (very noisy and sometimes painful when the suction gets a hold of your eardrum or touches it - makes you feel very dizzy but temporary.) and syringe am101 into the middle ear. Didn't feel a thing. Relief! Phew! Wait 30 mins without talking or swallowing. Suction off cream left side (a bit more painful because my left ear always is) and inject. This time a bit of pain when the liquid is "pushed" into the middle ear. Done. Phew! Now just wait 30 mins, no swallowing or talking. All the while I am thinking "this is the real drug" and "I have to make sure enough of the drug seeps into my inner ear". Keep still.
So quite an ordeal. Left ear already starting to hurt with pain from the syringe. I'd taken pain killers (with codeine) the night before for general pain. Comes up in the urine test as opiates. It was nearly touch and go if i got the drug.... but i make it through.
Here is the amazing thing, even if it only lasted for 20 minutes. Last injection was at 4.30pm. My t that day had been low. What a great day when we have those right? About 6.20pm to 6.40pm - my t just disappeared! It was like i had my old life back. Almost silence. I say almost because there was still a very low t in my left ear. The lowest it has been in 12 months. I almost wept with joy! However, it started ramping up again :-(
Ears were blocked that night. TV to take my mind off things - but hearing muffled. Couldn't really sleep with ear pain. Woke in the middle of the night with what felt like my left ear clicking... As if pressure from inside was letting out trapped air. I let it just happen. T at this point was very loud in both ears.
T this morning loud (8/10) but now maybe down to a 6 or 7. Go back today at 12 noon for 2nd set of injections. Loading up on pain killers, as day 2 and 3 always worse than day 1, as ear is inflamed and they go through the same hole. Feeling nervous but going to continue to Thursday. At least I can say i had the real drug.
Whether it works long term - time will tell. That 20 mins of silence was golden. I'm hoping that it was a reaction to am101. But maybe the brain t kicked back in?? Maybe 2 more injections will bring it down. Here's hoping.