Hello,
I'm at the end of my rope. I've tried everything, and I'm here as a last-ditch effort before I truly give up.
Last month, I developed severe tinnitus after being at a bar with loud music, and it has torn me apart mentally. Every single day, without fail, I have multiple mental breakdowns, and it severely impedes my ability to function.
I've seen three ENTs and two audiologists, but none of them can alleviate this immense suffering. Every day feels like nonstop torture that I can't escape from, and I've never felt this low in my entire life. I pray to God every day to take away my pain, but, of course, nothing changes. I've even attempted to hang myself but couldn't get past the pain of asphyxiation.
In case anyone asks:
If you're struggling with these thoughts, please don't hesitate to reach out for help immediately. There are people who care and want to support you through this difficult time.
I'm at the end of my rope. I've tried everything, and I'm here as a last-ditch effort before I truly give up.
Last month, I developed severe tinnitus after being at a bar with loud music, and it has torn me apart mentally. Every single day, without fail, I have multiple mental breakdowns, and it severely impedes my ability to function.
I've seen three ENTs and two audiologists, but none of them can alleviate this immense suffering. Every day feels like nonstop torture that I can't escape from, and I've never felt this low in my entire life. I pray to God every day to take away my pain, but, of course, nothing changes. I've even attempted to hang myself but couldn't get past the pain of asphyxiation.
In case anyone asks:
- Yes, I see a psychiatrist and am taking medication.
- Yes, I see a psychologist weekly.
- Yes, I rely on my support group every day and let them know how I feel.
- Yes, I've seen doctors and done all the necessary tests to rule out anything serious.
- Yes, I've been admitted to inpatient hospitalization and was released.
- And yes, I still ask for God's mercy, even though there have been zero signs of improvement.
If you're struggling with these thoughts, please don't hesitate to reach out for help immediately. There are people who care and want to support you through this difficult time.