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GoatSheep
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Ok so after doing my five minute cycles today - I skipped a few hours - but in total I've exposed myself for 25 minutes in various "safe locations" in my house. Upstairs in the bedroom, in a bathroom and downstairs in my work area. So after this 5th cycle of 5 minutes and helping my children very minimally with getting their showering done all while wearing earmuffs, which seemed to aggravate my ears some, I'm having my first actual pain cycle of the day. My ears are both aching constantly, my sensitivity is much higher, I'm having tingling throughout my jaw and my neck feels tight.
So while it was incremental exposures instead of single instance like the other night, around 30 minutes or less of exposure daily is seeming to trigger me.
This is very distressing. Being that people pretty much agree not to push through the pain, I felt like my quick exposures followed by protecting kept this from happening. But now that I'm having a full blown cycle currently, that seems to not be the case. They seem cumulative throughout the day and my ears do not seem to be recovering to where I can continue to do more cycles from this point even though there is an hour to even two hours between these brief exposures.
I'm already feeling quite suffocated so not really sure what to do at this point. I know this is all very individual, but what do people think? Rest entirely for a few days and then start again as I'm doing and see if any improvement or just cut back the length of my cycles from 5 minutes to maybe 2 minutes and see if I can do an entire day. It will suck to try to build extremely gradually, but I just can't see how I will not lose everything, meaning my job, children, home etc if I don't either protect constantly or do some type of tolerance building.
What is anyone else doing to try and build their tolerance? Being that mine has dropped so fast each time I get a long pain cycle I'm scared it will go lower. What are people's experiences with this? Any input would be helpful at this stage. I'm pretty much in crisis mode.
Look I hate to beg but I'm really freaking out. If anybody could just give some input period I would really appreciate it.
So while it was incremental exposures instead of single instance like the other night, around 30 minutes or less of exposure daily is seeming to trigger me.
This is very distressing. Being that people pretty much agree not to push through the pain, I felt like my quick exposures followed by protecting kept this from happening. But now that I'm having a full blown cycle currently, that seems to not be the case. They seem cumulative throughout the day and my ears do not seem to be recovering to where I can continue to do more cycles from this point even though there is an hour to even two hours between these brief exposures.
I'm already feeling quite suffocated so not really sure what to do at this point. I know this is all very individual, but what do people think? Rest entirely for a few days and then start again as I'm doing and see if any improvement or just cut back the length of my cycles from 5 minutes to maybe 2 minutes and see if I can do an entire day. It will suck to try to build extremely gradually, but I just can't see how I will not lose everything, meaning my job, children, home etc if I don't either protect constantly or do some type of tolerance building.
What is anyone else doing to try and build their tolerance? Being that mine has dropped so fast each time I get a long pain cycle I'm scared it will go lower. What are people's experiences with this? Any input would be helpful at this stage. I'm pretty much in crisis mode.
Look I hate to beg but I'm really freaking out. If anybody could just give some input period I would really appreciate it.