I own a gun for self-defense and home defense purposes. But I'm thinking about selling it because I don't think I would ever want to shoot the gun and suffer the repercussions on my hearing now that I've got T. I mean unless I was able to somehow slip on some very protective muffs before I was attacked by somebody (impossible) I'd rather die than shoot a gun with no hearing protection and have my T get worse than it already is. I'm single without a family or children so its not like I need to protect someone else.