Hi There,
My name is Ron and i am living in Amsterdam, Holland.
Since 3 months ago i have these spasms in my right ear sounding like a butterfly or thumping sound.
I have had it 20 years ago ,( I am 40 now) for a few days and it was gone , this time it comes and goes.
I have been to 2 Ent's one in Holland and one in Belgium , and they told me it could go away, but to be honoust i don't believe it.
I have a litlle company that stands still because of all this problems because i get panic attacks when it starts ( the spasms)
I was about to get married with the most wonderfull girl i have met in my life (she is 29) but having read a lot about this condition i think that will be unfair to her.
We were planning on having children what is her biggest wish but also that would be unfair because i am clearly not able to cope with my earspasms .
I have asked bot Ent's if they can use botox about which i read on the internet as a solution alot but they both said they didn't know about that option.
Sorry for my first (probaly depressing) post but i don't know where to go from here, i don't speak to friends or family about this .
I have talked to my gf about this but she didn't took it that serious because she said there will be a solution
somewhere.
That answer made me feel more helpless and alone....
Ron
My name is Ron and i am living in Amsterdam, Holland.
Since 3 months ago i have these spasms in my right ear sounding like a butterfly or thumping sound.
I have had it 20 years ago ,( I am 40 now) for a few days and it was gone , this time it comes and goes.
I have been to 2 Ent's one in Holland and one in Belgium , and they told me it could go away, but to be honoust i don't believe it.
I have a litlle company that stands still because of all this problems because i get panic attacks when it starts ( the spasms)
I was about to get married with the most wonderfull girl i have met in my life (she is 29) but having read a lot about this condition i think that will be unfair to her.
We were planning on having children what is her biggest wish but also that would be unfair because i am clearly not able to cope with my earspasms .
I have asked bot Ent's if they can use botox about which i read on the internet as a solution alot but they both said they didn't know about that option.
Sorry for my first (probaly depressing) post but i don't know where to go from here, i don't speak to friends or family about this .
I have talked to my gf about this but she didn't took it that serious because she said there will be a solution
somewhere.
That answer made me feel more helpless and alone....
Ron