Hi all,
Recently had an ENT appointment with the NHS. It turns out the ENT specialist also had T! Simply by noticing it after years of being in a sound proof room.
I've always been of the opinion that T is always present, but unfortunately some of us are more attuned to it. From an early age 8-10 I remember vaguely hearing a noise at night that was internal, since then it has gradually became more noticeable (mainly due to headphone usage and many, many festival and club nights over the years, I'm 28)
My ENT appointment seems to have cofirmed that more than anything it is more our awareness that causes the anxiety towards it as it is a naturally occurring condition. This gives me hope that once I accept and draw my attention away from this horrendous noise it will reduce. I have concentrated on my reaction to this condition and since seen huge improvements. Sometimes it's overwhelmingly loud, others I am totally unaware of it, strange old thing!
Funny thing is I sensed relief from hearing this from an ENT specialist who picked up on the noise, at least I know I fucked my hearing up at a festival as opposed as simply becoming aware of it in a silent environment!
I think the condition is 90% mental and 10% hearing loss. Once we come to terms with it, the sooner we can reduce its impact on our lives.
Good luck all with this condition, I have been through suicidal thoughts, end game visions etc. I know that we can all overcome this and day by day (I'm 3 months in) we can improve even if ever so slightly.
Much love,
Kris
Recently had an ENT appointment with the NHS. It turns out the ENT specialist also had T! Simply by noticing it after years of being in a sound proof room.
I've always been of the opinion that T is always present, but unfortunately some of us are more attuned to it. From an early age 8-10 I remember vaguely hearing a noise at night that was internal, since then it has gradually became more noticeable (mainly due to headphone usage and many, many festival and club nights over the years, I'm 28)
My ENT appointment seems to have cofirmed that more than anything it is more our awareness that causes the anxiety towards it as it is a naturally occurring condition. This gives me hope that once I accept and draw my attention away from this horrendous noise it will reduce. I have concentrated on my reaction to this condition and since seen huge improvements. Sometimes it's overwhelmingly loud, others I am totally unaware of it, strange old thing!
Funny thing is I sensed relief from hearing this from an ENT specialist who picked up on the noise, at least I know I fucked my hearing up at a festival as opposed as simply becoming aware of it in a silent environment!
I think the condition is 90% mental and 10% hearing loss. Once we come to terms with it, the sooner we can reduce its impact on our lives.
Good luck all with this condition, I have been through suicidal thoughts, end game visions etc. I know that we can all overcome this and day by day (I'm 3 months in) we can improve even if ever so slightly.
Much love,
Kris