- Jan 10, 2022
- 12
- Tinnitus Since
- Started 2014, Spiked 11/21 after booster
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Too many possible causes, see "about" section
So tinnitus has many parents, as a young man I worked in factories and nightclubs, went to concerts, neck injuries from 3 car accidents, NSAIDs, BP meds, beta-blockers and benzos, anti-inflammatories, antibiotics. I also may have mild TMJ, and have had lifelong issues with fluid/congestion in ears, I'm 56, and oh yeah, I have vitiligo, an autoimmune disease. One doctor told me recently if you have an autoimmune disease like asthma, rheumatoid arthritis, vitiligo etc., (any) vaccines, may or may not cause the immune system to overreact with a cytokine storm, inflammation and attack your own body.
I also understand that tinnitus can start at any time, to anyone, at any age, for no reason.
But the tinnitus didn't start until after 2013 when I was T-boned with whiplash (my 3rd auto accident with neck injury), I think it was either the neck injury or the large amounts of Ibuprofen I took before the surgery. The tinnitus wasn't that bad until 2021, easy to ignore but doc prescribed me Xanax to help with sleep as I also developed anxiety/panic disorder/PTSD around the same time.
Skip ahead to November 2021 when I got the Moderna COVID-19 Vaccine Booster, within hours I had Guillain-Barre symptoms, which have mostly gone away since but it flared up again just last night, I still have some numbness and tingling in my left leg. A few days later my tinnitus doubled in volume and has not gone away, I am now having difficulty working as I have severe insomnia, severe anxiety/panic 24/7, brain fog, even with Xanax and Ambien CR I only get 3-5 hours of sleep, usually waking to a panic attack around 3am. No appetite, withdrawn from family, no desire to do anything, I am hypersensitive to all noise, can't stand the sound of music, have to keep turning the TV sound down. But I have to pay bills so I'm driving for Uber but with the newfound hyperacusis I have to wear noise cancelling headphones and the road noise still flares my tinnitus but the noise from any job is going to do that, it's just that I can't hold down a job because of the panic attacks that have started again (before Moderna Booster, I had not have a tinnitus spike in 3 years). Because of the timing I'm pretty sure the Guillain-Barre attacked the myelin in the nerves in my cochlea and it's probably permanent.
It's really weird, I've tried all the recommended supplements and either they do nothing or they make the tinnitus worse, increase the pitch/sound, move it from one ear to the other. Foods too, can't eat spicy, salty anymore, just drinking protein shakes cause that's all I can get down due to butterflies in stomach. Last night I was reading on here it could be Eustachian tubes and my ears were pretty blocked, people recommended a decongestant but both Benadryl and Sudafed make the tinnitus worse. I used to take a lot of supplements, Turmeric, L-Theanine, Taurine, but now everything just flares my tinnitus. I've tried the so called natural Glutamate and NMDA blockers, got a few hours of lowered tinnitus followed by severely flared tinnitus.
So, I've spent several hundreds on supplements, and have quit taking everything except for the Xanax, Ambien and BP meds. The only way I can get to sleep is by listening to neuromodulated masking MP3s (the ones with straight white noise spike my tinnitus). I went to an ENT, they did see fluid in the ears but no infections, tried to sell me a pair of hearing aids (with tinnitus masking straight white noise) for $4k, even though the hearing test showed very mild hearing loss, the hearing aids just amped up the volume and my hyperacusis.
I'm in treatment with an Upper Cervical chiropractor (Atlas Axis) who claims to have cured many people of ear ringing caused by TMJ, Tinnitus and Meniere's Disease by adjusting the C1, C2 and C3 vertebrae, all three of mine were out of alignment due to the accidents. My neck feels much better but so far no lessening of the tinnitus, I've already bought the package deal and have several more visits. The doctor seems to be confident it's all from my neck because when I turn my head to the right side or yawn, the tinnitus gets temporarily much louder. He also said he has witnessed so many of his patients having a relapse in symptoms after getting vaccinated, but that it does go away or get better after a few months, he thinks from the inflammation subsiding, so I'll just keep going.
I'm also in TMS (Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation) treatment for tinnitus and the related depression, anxiety, insomnia. Five treatments under my belt, still have 31 more half hour treatments to go. They say that no matter the cause of the tinnitus, it's basically an overactive Auditory Cortex making the noise.
Also doing Acupuncture, for what it's worth...
I'm praying something works and soon as my mental health is in a downward spiral. I'm going through my savings and unless I can get a job where I can deal with the tinnitus and panic attacks, I'll have to sell my house, then what? You can't get disability for tinnitus or anxiety, and even if I could, it would take years and I can't sit around all day taking Xanax and watching TV in zombie mode. I am lost...
I've lost most of my friends during COVID-19 (ghosted), and most of my family have passed, I have my sister and can't bare the thought of leaving her alone, but also at 56 I also can't see suffering for another 20-30 years with this tinnitus, insomnia and anxiety. I am not suicidal but sometimes the only thing that can calm me down is thinking about it, I am not me anymore, and I can not guarantee I won't get mentally worse. I can get used to the noise but it's the constant anxiety and insomnia that is killing me.
So that's my story, trying too many things at once but I'm in panic mode, I already had pretty bad anxiety and was having difficulty coping before the tinnitus doubled after Moderna COVID-19 Vaccine Booster... I've seen many doctors and pharmacists all saying they've seen a huge jump in people complaining of sudden onset tinnitus after the vaccines. I used to complain a lot about the mild tinnitus I had before (I pray I can get back to there if not better), never knew it could get this bad, I never would have taken the vaccine, any/all of them. They'll have to hold me down to get another one in me. I know there's supposedly a higher chance of getting tinnitus from the COVID-19 infection, either way, if I had not gotten vaccinated and then the tinnitus spiked from COVID-19, I'd be in the same boat, beating myself up for getting/not getting the vaccine.
I had a dream out of the blue where I saw the words (Proof of Concept), the following day I read an article that said right now there are 3 tinnitus drugs in trials but due to the FDA policy of proof of concept that it'd be another 10 years before they could be approved, yet you can rush out a vaccine with so many side effects (including tinnitus) in about 9 months by partnering with the media to scare the hell out of people, go turn on CNN right now and I'll bet they're talking about how you should get a 4th booster.
I'll update if there are any improvements with the Upper Cervical or TMS treatments or anything else I try. I only posted to vent, to get it off my chest and on this forum because of how supportive everyone seems to be. Thank you for listening.
I also understand that tinnitus can start at any time, to anyone, at any age, for no reason.
But the tinnitus didn't start until after 2013 when I was T-boned with whiplash (my 3rd auto accident with neck injury), I think it was either the neck injury or the large amounts of Ibuprofen I took before the surgery. The tinnitus wasn't that bad until 2021, easy to ignore but doc prescribed me Xanax to help with sleep as I also developed anxiety/panic disorder/PTSD around the same time.
Skip ahead to November 2021 when I got the Moderna COVID-19 Vaccine Booster, within hours I had Guillain-Barre symptoms, which have mostly gone away since but it flared up again just last night, I still have some numbness and tingling in my left leg. A few days later my tinnitus doubled in volume and has not gone away, I am now having difficulty working as I have severe insomnia, severe anxiety/panic 24/7, brain fog, even with Xanax and Ambien CR I only get 3-5 hours of sleep, usually waking to a panic attack around 3am. No appetite, withdrawn from family, no desire to do anything, I am hypersensitive to all noise, can't stand the sound of music, have to keep turning the TV sound down. But I have to pay bills so I'm driving for Uber but with the newfound hyperacusis I have to wear noise cancelling headphones and the road noise still flares my tinnitus but the noise from any job is going to do that, it's just that I can't hold down a job because of the panic attacks that have started again (before Moderna Booster, I had not have a tinnitus spike in 3 years). Because of the timing I'm pretty sure the Guillain-Barre attacked the myelin in the nerves in my cochlea and it's probably permanent.
It's really weird, I've tried all the recommended supplements and either they do nothing or they make the tinnitus worse, increase the pitch/sound, move it from one ear to the other. Foods too, can't eat spicy, salty anymore, just drinking protein shakes cause that's all I can get down due to butterflies in stomach. Last night I was reading on here it could be Eustachian tubes and my ears were pretty blocked, people recommended a decongestant but both Benadryl and Sudafed make the tinnitus worse. I used to take a lot of supplements, Turmeric, L-Theanine, Taurine, but now everything just flares my tinnitus. I've tried the so called natural Glutamate and NMDA blockers, got a few hours of lowered tinnitus followed by severely flared tinnitus.
So, I've spent several hundreds on supplements, and have quit taking everything except for the Xanax, Ambien and BP meds. The only way I can get to sleep is by listening to neuromodulated masking MP3s (the ones with straight white noise spike my tinnitus). I went to an ENT, they did see fluid in the ears but no infections, tried to sell me a pair of hearing aids (with tinnitus masking straight white noise) for $4k, even though the hearing test showed very mild hearing loss, the hearing aids just amped up the volume and my hyperacusis.
I'm in treatment with an Upper Cervical chiropractor (Atlas Axis) who claims to have cured many people of ear ringing caused by TMJ, Tinnitus and Meniere's Disease by adjusting the C1, C2 and C3 vertebrae, all three of mine were out of alignment due to the accidents. My neck feels much better but so far no lessening of the tinnitus, I've already bought the package deal and have several more visits. The doctor seems to be confident it's all from my neck because when I turn my head to the right side or yawn, the tinnitus gets temporarily much louder. He also said he has witnessed so many of his patients having a relapse in symptoms after getting vaccinated, but that it does go away or get better after a few months, he thinks from the inflammation subsiding, so I'll just keep going.
I'm also in TMS (Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation) treatment for tinnitus and the related depression, anxiety, insomnia. Five treatments under my belt, still have 31 more half hour treatments to go. They say that no matter the cause of the tinnitus, it's basically an overactive Auditory Cortex making the noise.
Also doing Acupuncture, for what it's worth...
I'm praying something works and soon as my mental health is in a downward spiral. I'm going through my savings and unless I can get a job where I can deal with the tinnitus and panic attacks, I'll have to sell my house, then what? You can't get disability for tinnitus or anxiety, and even if I could, it would take years and I can't sit around all day taking Xanax and watching TV in zombie mode. I am lost...
I've lost most of my friends during COVID-19 (ghosted), and most of my family have passed, I have my sister and can't bare the thought of leaving her alone, but also at 56 I also can't see suffering for another 20-30 years with this tinnitus, insomnia and anxiety. I am not suicidal but sometimes the only thing that can calm me down is thinking about it, I am not me anymore, and I can not guarantee I won't get mentally worse. I can get used to the noise but it's the constant anxiety and insomnia that is killing me.
So that's my story, trying too many things at once but I'm in panic mode, I already had pretty bad anxiety and was having difficulty coping before the tinnitus doubled after Moderna COVID-19 Vaccine Booster... I've seen many doctors and pharmacists all saying they've seen a huge jump in people complaining of sudden onset tinnitus after the vaccines. I used to complain a lot about the mild tinnitus I had before (I pray I can get back to there if not better), never knew it could get this bad, I never would have taken the vaccine, any/all of them. They'll have to hold me down to get another one in me. I know there's supposedly a higher chance of getting tinnitus from the COVID-19 infection, either way, if I had not gotten vaccinated and then the tinnitus spiked from COVID-19, I'd be in the same boat, beating myself up for getting/not getting the vaccine.
I had a dream out of the blue where I saw the words (Proof of Concept), the following day I read an article that said right now there are 3 tinnitus drugs in trials but due to the FDA policy of proof of concept that it'd be another 10 years before they could be approved, yet you can rush out a vaccine with so many side effects (including tinnitus) in about 9 months by partnering with the media to scare the hell out of people, go turn on CNN right now and I'll bet they're talking about how you should get a 4th booster.
I'll update if there are any improvements with the Upper Cervical or TMS treatments or anything else I try. I only posted to vent, to get it off my chest and on this forum because of how supportive everyone seems to be. Thank you for listening.