- Dec 28, 2021
- 98
- Tinnitus Since
- 1981; intolerable since 11/2021
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Loud music, then ototoxic vaccine booster (Moderna)
Hello friends,
I am a 59-year-old man who played in loud rock bands in my teens in early 20s, which was the genesis of my tinnitus.
About 10 years ago, I had an ear infection, and lost some hearing in my left ear. However, the tinnitus did not become worse, and it was very low level, so I really did not notice it. It did not make an impact on my life.
In early November of this year, my primary care physician suggested I try Paroxetine as a means of being able to manage my fear of flying. My son is being married in California in a few months, and that is a very long drive from where I live, 3,000 miles.
I was prescribed 20 mg pills, which I split in half to make 10 mg doses. I just didn't feel comfortable taking the full 20 mg dose. They were film-coated pills, but every doctor and psychiatrist I have talked to (and there have been at least half a dozen of them) have said that should not have made a difference. In any case, I only took the medication three nights in a row, 30 mg total over three nights.
This was a horrible drug for me. It made me incredibly edgy, anxious, and borderline suicidal. So I abruptly stopped taking it, which my doctor later said was okay, and thought that would be the end of it.
2 days after I stopped taking the drug, I developed a terrible ringing in my ears, which was dramatically louder than anything I had ever experienced, except after going to a very loud rock concert. In those instances, the tinnitus would resolve by the next day.
This time, however, the ringing did not stop, and I feel like I've had some loss of hearing in my left ear, as well. Not a huge amount, but I feel like it's a little more difficult to hear out of my left ear, now.
I would describe the sound as a very high pitched ringing, and when I am especially stressed out, it gets worse. When I am more calm, it is less so, but still very noticeable, and I think about it all the time.
My biggest issue is that I have not slept well in 6 weeks. I will go to bed, and wake up after an hour to an hour and a half, use the bathroom, and then generally sleep for an hour to an hour and a half, on and off, for the rest of the night. Sometimes I am up every hour. I probably string together six or so hours of sleep, but they are not even remotely restful, and I am exhausted, the next day.
I used to take Amitriptyline for about 25 years for chronic fatigue syndrome, which I developed when I was 27. My chronic fatigue came back at the beginning of COVID-19 in April of 2020, so I went back on the Amitriptyline to sleep. I sleep like a rock on 20 mg of Amitriptyline, every night. So my physician recommended I go back on the Amitriptyline.
The problem is that when I take Amitriptyline, now, it makes the tinnitus worse. So now I take Lorazepam, 0.5 mg, every couple nights so is to not get addicted to the stuff. I also take Magnesium glycinate, which does seem to calm me a bit, and I drink several cups of chamomile tea, each day. I tried 2 mg of Melatonin, and it didn't do much for me.
Other than that, I just suffer. My days are spent obsessing about my tinnitus, and my nights are spent obsessing about why I don't sleep, while I listen to my tinnitus.
I have a hearing test scheduled for 3 weeks from now, and I am hoping that the Signia notch technology hearing aids can help me.
Beyond that, I'm holding out hope that Lenire/Neuromod gets approved in the USA soon.
Any help anyone can lend for sleep or habituation would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks all,
Bruce
I am a 59-year-old man who played in loud rock bands in my teens in early 20s, which was the genesis of my tinnitus.
About 10 years ago, I had an ear infection, and lost some hearing in my left ear. However, the tinnitus did not become worse, and it was very low level, so I really did not notice it. It did not make an impact on my life.
In early November of this year, my primary care physician suggested I try Paroxetine as a means of being able to manage my fear of flying. My son is being married in California in a few months, and that is a very long drive from where I live, 3,000 miles.
I was prescribed 20 mg pills, which I split in half to make 10 mg doses. I just didn't feel comfortable taking the full 20 mg dose. They were film-coated pills, but every doctor and psychiatrist I have talked to (and there have been at least half a dozen of them) have said that should not have made a difference. In any case, I only took the medication three nights in a row, 30 mg total over three nights.
This was a horrible drug for me. It made me incredibly edgy, anxious, and borderline suicidal. So I abruptly stopped taking it, which my doctor later said was okay, and thought that would be the end of it.
2 days after I stopped taking the drug, I developed a terrible ringing in my ears, which was dramatically louder than anything I had ever experienced, except after going to a very loud rock concert. In those instances, the tinnitus would resolve by the next day.
This time, however, the ringing did not stop, and I feel like I've had some loss of hearing in my left ear, as well. Not a huge amount, but I feel like it's a little more difficult to hear out of my left ear, now.
I would describe the sound as a very high pitched ringing, and when I am especially stressed out, it gets worse. When I am more calm, it is less so, but still very noticeable, and I think about it all the time.
My biggest issue is that I have not slept well in 6 weeks. I will go to bed, and wake up after an hour to an hour and a half, use the bathroom, and then generally sleep for an hour to an hour and a half, on and off, for the rest of the night. Sometimes I am up every hour. I probably string together six or so hours of sleep, but they are not even remotely restful, and I am exhausted, the next day.
I used to take Amitriptyline for about 25 years for chronic fatigue syndrome, which I developed when I was 27. My chronic fatigue came back at the beginning of COVID-19 in April of 2020, so I went back on the Amitriptyline to sleep. I sleep like a rock on 20 mg of Amitriptyline, every night. So my physician recommended I go back on the Amitriptyline.
The problem is that when I take Amitriptyline, now, it makes the tinnitus worse. So now I take Lorazepam, 0.5 mg, every couple nights so is to not get addicted to the stuff. I also take Magnesium glycinate, which does seem to calm me a bit, and I drink several cups of chamomile tea, each day. I tried 2 mg of Melatonin, and it didn't do much for me.
Other than that, I just suffer. My days are spent obsessing about my tinnitus, and my nights are spent obsessing about why I don't sleep, while I listen to my tinnitus.
I have a hearing test scheduled for 3 weeks from now, and I am hoping that the Signia notch technology hearing aids can help me.
Beyond that, I'm holding out hope that Lenire/Neuromod gets approved in the USA soon.
Any help anyone can lend for sleep or habituation would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks all,
Bruce