I'm going mad crazy! In tears as once again I find myself googling for help at night.I think my doctors think I am crazy. I totally get how this has driven ppl to attempt self harm.I see a neuro as well as my regular dr. My most recent test was MRA on my neck.also had CT scans of head& neck.and MRI of head&neck.only think seen is mild low-lying cerebellum tonsils.I also have suffered with migraines since I was a teen.They're severe now, as many as 8 monthly PLUS ever.single.day I have a 'regular' headache.but I welcome them...I can tolerate them.the migraines I cannot! I've recently had to go to the E.R several times to help take the pain away.I don't know what else to do! I feel this pressure& last yr I had a loud pop sensation with momentarily loss of hearing in my left ear. When I look left it becomes worse.if I bend my chin to neck it lessens.if I apply hard pressure before my ear love it stops but then rushes even faster when I let go.what do I do next? Right now I'm in so much pain.when I bend down even partially my head pounds in rhythm to my ear& makes tears jolt to my eyes it hurts so bad.Medicines aren't helping much if at all.migraines&pulsatile tinnitus are controlling& ruining my life.I don't think anyone takes me seriously about the severity or how crazy it can make one feel with that whooshing in tune to my own damn pulse that seems to never stop.