So I have tinnitus - of course, right? We're all here for that reason.
And I was listening to a noise outside my window the other night and asking people if they can hear it. "No. What noise?" was the reply. That noise. That "zhou zhou zhou zhou" noise. Can't you hear it.
After a while I noticed that it was the sound of my own heartbeat. I could hear it in my ear - the one with tinnitus. I can cup my ear and "hear" it much more easily that way.
I have an electronic clock next to my bed. I can hear it too. It is making a buzzing sound. A faint electronic buzzing sound. I think I am hearing its power transformer or maybe the LEDs in its face. bzhhhh
And yet most of the time their are cicadas having a party in my head and they have the left door open and all that noise is coming out of that ear. At least it "sounds" like it.
I make observations.
And I was listening to a noise outside my window the other night and asking people if they can hear it. "No. What noise?" was the reply. That noise. That "zhou zhou zhou zhou" noise. Can't you hear it.
After a while I noticed that it was the sound of my own heartbeat. I could hear it in my ear - the one with tinnitus. I can cup my ear and "hear" it much more easily that way.
I have an electronic clock next to my bed. I can hear it too. It is making a buzzing sound. A faint electronic buzzing sound. I think I am hearing its power transformer or maybe the LEDs in its face. bzhhhh
And yet most of the time their are cicadas having a party in my head and they have the left door open and all that noise is coming out of that ear. At least it "sounds" like it.
I make observations.