It's been over three months, since my partner and I were poisoned with an Asian dish in our university's restaurant. A young chef completely oblivious to the dangers supplied my sauce with what he thought was a reasonable dose of MSG for five hundred people, forgot to stir, and then served it all to me.
Those few bites just before we couldn't walk and see anymore were really good. And every day since has been hell, if I'm unlucky, I'll remain on the edge of passing out all night with oxazepam and melatonine, fully able to hear my pretty 13.5kHz, 60dB tone till morning.
I've a hundred kinds of massive headaches every day. I can't go out for much more than four hours because the headache and dizziness will get much worse, if I push it and try to study or work all day, and maybe go to a birthday party in the evening my eyes roll back in my head and the lights go out.
I'll be eternally grateful that I did not let the lady order first, that I only gave her one bite of my food, and that apart from tinnitus and slight headaches she's fine.
So I quit my useless courses and research, and started studying up on my former interest, neurology. After having absorbed the most crucial theory and research I was pissed... If we had the same level of reasoning and competence in physics as I see in other fields we would still be mining iron with out bare hands. Science apparently loses more of its meaning each year after Aristotle first came up with it.
First I wanted to put my past and my current abilities to use, buy a cold war MIRV warhead in Belgrade, fashion the detonator, and nuke my campus at night. Then I thought I'd just snipe the knee caps off the people involved from the boot of a parked car. After that I only wanted to eat a bullet myself, and I still do, but I haven't the luxury since I have a partner.
The only thing remaining is further examining the damage done in my body and then modeling and testing how ingested, and then systemic MSG passes the cochlear and brain barriers to demolish neurons. For those curious it has been perfectly understood for half a century how free glutamate damages the brain, ears, and eyes, but nobody has been capable enough to model how it would could get there after ingestion. Which is no surprise since the skill of modeling and reasoning seems to have been completely left out in medicine, and have been replaced by the statistical significance of singular assumptions. Thus it has been considered as appearing 'safe'-ish.
Iron with our bare hands, if we did that in physics.
I am here to find out if there are others whom have been afflicted with tinnitus due to MSG poisoning, either knowingly or unknowingly. I don't expect to find anybody, my dose was so big I am not able to regulate my body temperature properly and suffer from the slight loss of fine motor skills.
I'd also like to discuss research and methods of execution of neurogenesis (the repair of neurons, not hairs, in the ear after excitotoxic apotosis), and also targeted neuroinhibition as relief for other causes. And to determine what the different kinds of causes and solutions are for tinnitus with a basis in neuroanatomy so that it may be better understood. Perhaps I'll even push a professor to publish a paper or two with simple poll information.
Thank you, so much, for being here.
Those few bites just before we couldn't walk and see anymore were really good. And every day since has been hell, if I'm unlucky, I'll remain on the edge of passing out all night with oxazepam and melatonine, fully able to hear my pretty 13.5kHz, 60dB tone till morning.
I've a hundred kinds of massive headaches every day. I can't go out for much more than four hours because the headache and dizziness will get much worse, if I push it and try to study or work all day, and maybe go to a birthday party in the evening my eyes roll back in my head and the lights go out.
I'll be eternally grateful that I did not let the lady order first, that I only gave her one bite of my food, and that apart from tinnitus and slight headaches she's fine.
So I quit my useless courses and research, and started studying up on my former interest, neurology. After having absorbed the most crucial theory and research I was pissed... If we had the same level of reasoning and competence in physics as I see in other fields we would still be mining iron with out bare hands. Science apparently loses more of its meaning each year after Aristotle first came up with it.
First I wanted to put my past and my current abilities to use, buy a cold war MIRV warhead in Belgrade, fashion the detonator, and nuke my campus at night. Then I thought I'd just snipe the knee caps off the people involved from the boot of a parked car. After that I only wanted to eat a bullet myself, and I still do, but I haven't the luxury since I have a partner.
The only thing remaining is further examining the damage done in my body and then modeling and testing how ingested, and then systemic MSG passes the cochlear and brain barriers to demolish neurons. For those curious it has been perfectly understood for half a century how free glutamate damages the brain, ears, and eyes, but nobody has been capable enough to model how it would could get there after ingestion. Which is no surprise since the skill of modeling and reasoning seems to have been completely left out in medicine, and have been replaced by the statistical significance of singular assumptions. Thus it has been considered as appearing 'safe'-ish.
Iron with our bare hands, if we did that in physics.
I am here to find out if there are others whom have been afflicted with tinnitus due to MSG poisoning, either knowingly or unknowingly. I don't expect to find anybody, my dose was so big I am not able to regulate my body temperature properly and suffer from the slight loss of fine motor skills.
I'd also like to discuss research and methods of execution of neurogenesis (the repair of neurons, not hairs, in the ear after excitotoxic apotosis), and also targeted neuroinhibition as relief for other causes. And to determine what the different kinds of causes and solutions are for tinnitus with a basis in neuroanatomy so that it may be better understood. Perhaps I'll even push a professor to publish a paper or two with simple poll information.
Thank you, so much, for being here.