Agree to disagree.
Did Beethoven stop being a musician because he went deaf and couldn't hear the notes? He couldn't conduct or play as well as he used to, but he could still write some of the greatest music known to man. Does he not qualify as a musician even though he was hindered in his ability to play and perform?
We are all still musicians and artists whether or not we can express ourselves in our chosen method of expression.
I believe you will play again one day Jazzer, whether on the horn or in another form of expression.
You are very kind Jack.
I would love to think you are right.
I walk around the beautiful park where I live, pretty well every day, and I still sing or hum jazz lines to my favourite chord sequences.
I've always done that.
My jazz phrases were inspired by the beauty I was walking through that day.
I would sing to myself,
get it right,
my right hand would me ghosting
the valve or the slide positions,
then walk home,
jump in my car,
get up on stage,
and - out they came.
I can't get out of the habit of
'dipsy-doodling' music.