I'm so sorry to hear that, Allan. We were all (and still are) really rooting for you and for things to go well for you. When the stress and anxiety using Lenire and worrying whether it's making things worse settles, perhaps so will your tinnitus. I can imagine this must've been an incredibly tough time for you so don't rule out stress as a possible exacerbator. I pray you will find some form of peace (and quiet). Stay strong <3
I haven't used Lenire since September 2nd. I'm not saying Lenire caused it, but I do think it has not helped either.
Does a brief (seconds) alarm exposure cause a spike? Apparently so. But then using something with a heavy white noise effect seems to have made it worse.
To be fair to myself however I did speak to Neuromod within 1 week of using due to the rise in my tinnitus, which I was told nearly every other trial participant experienced.
My tinnitus reactivity was also increasing.
What I think is happening now is my tinnitus has got worse, simultaneously so has my reactivity (or hyperacusis) and I have noticed not only does it react at the time, it raises my tinnitus which continues to rise through the day. Is that 'winding up' or 'kindling'?
Consequently by night time my tinnitus is screaming and continues to scream in my sleep and now it's waking me up after an hour or two.
Last night it was savage.
I was used to getting some decent sleep, tinnitus calming down a bit by morning, some mornings being virtually silent. And now I wake up and it's full on from the moment I open my eyes.
I hope for an early death. I'm 52. My mother is 85, father 80. Their parents died at 67 and 72. My mum's brother at 53. Fuck living till I'm 80 with this and other shit no doubt.
I pray for a massive cardiac arrest.