Long story short. Had money to go to doctor Shim, but around three weeks ago discovered a tumor on the back of my tongue.
Left Laos and went to a hospital up in the north of Thailand where the ENT was mentally deficient and said I had a sore throat. Took a 24 hour train to Bangkok to a really good hospital where they did a PET scan, biopsy, operation to remove the tumor and another biopsy. I'm cancer free, thank goodness, because the life expectancy for oral cancer is less than five years. Was alone, and worried my kids would lose their dad. Tinnitus has changed me, even through this harrowing experience the fucking ringing in my head was constant, just as I write now. It's an awful affliction, illness, that is truly debilitating. I'm happy to be free of cancer, for now. I was a foundry worker, a welder, builder, been exposed to industrial toxins my whole life, and smoked for three decades. I'm completely straight edge now and have been for a couple years. Working class hamburger meet. Self educated, have been teaching in Asia, live in Laos with my wife and three kids, and built a house with my own hands. Also a sculptor, but tinnitus derailed many of my projects and peace. I miss silence, I miss my soul music, I miss life without the siren in my head, but I'm pretty strong and cope the best I can. Anyhow, cancer free, yahhhhh, and back to tinnitus land. Hyperacusis is gone, don't know why, but that is well and truly debilitating and god awful.
Just wanted to let you mofos know where I'm at, I've never been part of a forum and am a proper Luddite, but am happy to be part of this forum, it's helped me a lot.
Peace out, Daniel way up and away in Laos
Left Laos and went to a hospital up in the north of Thailand where the ENT was mentally deficient and said I had a sore throat. Took a 24 hour train to Bangkok to a really good hospital where they did a PET scan, biopsy, operation to remove the tumor and another biopsy. I'm cancer free, thank goodness, because the life expectancy for oral cancer is less than five years. Was alone, and worried my kids would lose their dad. Tinnitus has changed me, even through this harrowing experience the fucking ringing in my head was constant, just as I write now. It's an awful affliction, illness, that is truly debilitating. I'm happy to be free of cancer, for now. I was a foundry worker, a welder, builder, been exposed to industrial toxins my whole life, and smoked for three decades. I'm completely straight edge now and have been for a couple years. Working class hamburger meet. Self educated, have been teaching in Asia, live in Laos with my wife and three kids, and built a house with my own hands. Also a sculptor, but tinnitus derailed many of my projects and peace. I miss silence, I miss my soul music, I miss life without the siren in my head, but I'm pretty strong and cope the best I can. Anyhow, cancer free, yahhhhh, and back to tinnitus land. Hyperacusis is gone, don't know why, but that is well and truly debilitating and god awful.
Just wanted to let you mofos know where I'm at, I've never been part of a forum and am a proper Luddite, but am happy to be part of this forum, it's helped me a lot.
Peace out, Daniel way up and away in Laos