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- Thread starter threefirefour
- Start date
Member
- Jan 1, 2019
- 708
- Tinnitus Since
- Steadily worsening since 2018
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Unknown
JulianBrumbelow
Member
- Apr 5, 2018
- 219
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/14/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- loud headphones audio work
JulianBrumbelow
Member
- Apr 5, 2018
- 219
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/14/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- loud headphones audio work
I like doing this because it shows people how I make content.
the bottle is covered by the top layer. It copies from the top to make a colorful sihoulette thing
now we have the colorful sihoulette thing with the Sonus Complete layer below.
add transparency and some filters
Let's paste it in the image, after exporting the Pixelitor Open raster file to Gimp.
Manual edits with brushes.
the bottle is covered by the top layer. It copies from the top to make a colorful sihoulette thing
now we have the colorful sihoulette thing with the Sonus Complete layer below.
add transparency and some filters
Let's paste it in the image, after exporting the Pixelitor Open raster file to Gimp.
Manual edits with brushes.
JulianBrumbelow
Member
- Apr 5, 2018
- 219
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/14/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- loud headphones audio work
JulianBrumbelow
Member
- Apr 5, 2018
- 219
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/14/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- loud headphones audio work
Kain
Member
- Aug 25, 2018
- 365
- 26
- Tinnitus Since
- March, 2018
- Cause of Tinnitus
- excessive loud music through earbuds
JulianBrumbelow
Member
- Apr 5, 2018
- 219
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/14/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- loud headphones audio work
JulianBrumbelow
Member
- Apr 5, 2018
- 219
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/14/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- loud headphones audio work
I could have enjoyable happy and very fun life but tinnitus destroyed everything. I have everything you could wish for: nice and very supportive family, don't have to worry about money, could have a lot of friends as I'm an extrovert, recently even learned that I'm somewhat handsome. I could achieve anything easily as I would have a nice kickstart to life.
But tinnitus which started when I was 13.
I'm 22, completely destroyed with 2 several worsenings last year and now sleeping 24/7 to not be conscious. Fuck it. Fuck this life. Fuck our lives. Life with tinnitus is pointless and the medical community still advocates CBT and similar bullshit.
I just hope to not wake up one day, I'm tired. It's gonna be 10 years this year, NOTHING CHANGED IN THE MEDICAL FIELD AT ALL, STILL NO TREATMENT NOR CURE AFTER 10 YEARS.
I want my fucking youth back, I want my fucking life back. I'm close to offing myself.
But tinnitus which started when I was 13.
I'm 22, completely destroyed with 2 several worsenings last year and now sleeping 24/7 to not be conscious. Fuck it. Fuck this life. Fuck our lives. Life with tinnitus is pointless and the medical community still advocates CBT and similar bullshit.
I just hope to not wake up one day, I'm tired. It's gonna be 10 years this year, NOTHING CHANGED IN THE MEDICAL FIELD AT ALL, STILL NO TREATMENT NOR CURE AFTER 10 YEARS.
I want my fucking youth back, I want my fucking life back. I'm close to offing myself.
JulianBrumbelow
Member
- Apr 5, 2018
- 219
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/14/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- loud headphones audio work
ajc
Member
- Feb 6, 2018
- 1,170
- Tinnitus Since
- 11/2002; spike 2009; worse 2017-18
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Loud music - noise damage
@Zugzug
The perceived notion of meaning, purpose and value are just patterns of electrical activity in over sized monkey brains. They were blindly and randomly selected by our selfish genes to keep us (themselves) alive. We are like wind up robots, far more complex. But ultimately reducible to parts that obey the same mechanistic newtonian laws. Such as as a rock rolling down a hill.
The perceived notion of meaning, purpose and value are just patterns of electrical activity in over sized monkey brains. They were blindly and randomly selected by our selfish genes to keep us (themselves) alive. We are like wind up robots, far more complex. But ultimately reducible to parts that obey the same mechanistic newtonian laws. Such as as a rock rolling down a hill.
Yes, but for the hard core part, no. He was actually a troll. Criticizing people who wanted to habituate. He would leave snarky rude comments and provactive remarks that would frequently get him in trouble. A few of these things included making fun of religion. He has publicly stated he doesn't believe in God several times here. I have no idea what he actually believes about the nature of reality though. He once got into a debate with an arrogant creationist. Back in 2017-2018
If anything this alter is more of an embellishment of the new atheism movement, and quotes from 19th century Academics that obsessed over the idea of a machine universe.
He was literally kicked from every other tinnitus forum, facebook group and reddit page; but this one. Probably for derailing threads with shitty memes and pictures of anime girls. Something he got in trouble for here as well. A super mod of reddit told him to stop trolling and flooding the site with alts. He did not listen and in early 2020 he was permanently blocked from sign up on their services.
Sometimes I just don't get his cartoons. Now he's into fast food franchises. Also, a lot of people are making false claims that Ben did NOT draw those cartoons unrelated to US politics. I think it's simple. if it has the "Ben Garrison" signature on it; it's legit 100% from Ben. Ben draws many cartoons and swaps that characters, as the message is red pilled and universal. Please do not buy into the "fake ben garrison" meme. All signatured toons are real.
I am in the process of losing touch with reality and devouting my everything to make sure supplement scammers fail.
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