About quality of and (lack of) access to healthcare...
It's Monday now, first day of the week, and I still have not seen a doctor.
I talked to a nurse at the healthcare center where I'm a registered patient. I told her I had lost my hearing on the left ear a week ago. She immediately knew I had wax in my ea? She offered to book me in for cleaning the wax out of my ear. This would be done by a nurse, I know how this goes, I have seen it done. So I declined. I was hoping to at least see the GP doctor, and maybe he would give me a referral to see an ENT doctor. But no... nurses are Gods here.
But how did she come to the conclusion that I wax is the cause? Well... she read my journal, and in it there is a note from my visit to the ER, where it says that I was "diagnosed" as having wax in my ear. Diagnosed? OK, this may be "just wax"... I get it... it's a "non-issue".
But the premise is all wrong. Since when does a nurse diagnose ear problems? Isn't that the job of an ENT doctor?
See this is how people get hurt by this system, i.e. a nurse sets the "diagnosis", then they loop you through the system... and if you are not cautious enough, or you have a bad judgment, or if you don't question their methods and just lend yourself to the "professionals"... you can end up in a very bad situation, or in worst case scenario... in a casket.
I am so disappointed by this crappy healthcare system that we have here... you can tell, I'm sure. But it's all I have, which is practically nothing.
Health-care?... more like... Sick-don't-care.
"Healthcare Center" or "Healthcare Centre" (whichever you prefer). What does that tell you? It's a place (a "center") you go to in order to take "care" of your "health". You don't need to be Einstein to realize this. Where I come from, this is a place you would go to when you were in health or you felt sick. If healthy, you would go there to get a yearly health checkup. See that part of it... the preventive healthcare... which is the best kind of health care really (prevention is indeed the best kind of medicine)... apart from cancer screening, that doesn't exist here. Suggested title... "Sick-(We)-Don't-Care Center".
Sweden is often seen as a "good example" when I tune into any TV show discussing health topics... and I honestly don't know what they're talking about? Like I said before, it may all look nice and good on paper... but reality is unsurprisingly different, theory and reality rarely agree on anything. I mean unless you have broken a bone, are bleeding to death, or are terminally ill, you can't get much help around here. In which case I'm not sure I want their help anyway... you only die once you know. Besides, I can tell you real examples of medical mismanagement, neglect and misdiagnosis, sometimes with terminal outcome, in the city I live in alone! Mistakes are more common than you would think or expect of... "the perfect healthcare" system. It's scary!
Worse still, there is not much of a private alternative, nothing short of traveling abroad. At which point I question paying so much in taxes when we can't get the healthcare that we all need and deserve.
I did find that Polish ENT doctor though! The only private ENT doctor in the city... unfortunately he is on sick leave. I hope he is well. He is supposed to be back in office tomorrow, so I will try to get an appointment. I will not need to get past a nurse and get a referral from a GP to see him, and where I come from that's how it's supposed to be.
I know no other healthcare system in Europe where you cannot see a specialist doctor at will, let alone a GP doctor. There is no need to persuade (or bribe!) a nurse to get to see the doctor. But my informant tells me that Netherland is kind of moving toward a similar system... modeled after Sweden perhaps? We might as well just get rid of the doctors and have nurses handle everything! I'm sure if we just show them once how it's done they can do surgery too.
Ridiculous...
Questions for the reader...
If I get to see a doctor, should I ask for oral steroid like Prednisone? I read that they are the first line of treatment for sudden hearing loss, which for one reason or the other is what I am having.
I did not use the ear drops last night. Syringing doesn't seem to do much for me. If there is a blockage, I think it's more likely behind the eardrum rather than in front of it. So it's a problem of the middle ear, and/or possibly inner ear.
Also, can you tell me if you are able to see a GP or an ENT doctor at will? Do you have to get past a nurse to get to the (real) doctor? I am eager to know how access to healthcare services works in other countries. Are there any one clinics for ear and tinnitus problems specifically that you would recommend? Maybe some that I should avoid?
My hearing and tinnitus...
My hearing is slightly improved. Although I don't think syringing is to thank for that. If anything I would say my ear is healing on its own. So I will let it do that and not mess around with it (or let some nurse have a go with it). I still have moderate to severe hearing loss on the left ear. I have been doing hearing tests of my own for the last four days. I might share the diagrams later on.
My tinnitus is still largely noticeable. Especially if I go outside. Noise from the traffic and everything seems to provoke it. I think this is what was causing the resonance I described previously, external sounds. It is sort of booming (like rumbling of a sub-woofer) and resonating (similar to a wine glass). I'd say it's my ear/brain trying to pick up sounds but is failing.
My regular tinnitus buzzing/ringing sound (number
1) is still there. In addition to it, there is also a lower frequency sound that's always with me now. I think this is the number
3 or
2 on my list (first page). It might be one and the same. It's this low to mid-range electrical humming.
I have also realized, now that my hearing is slightly improved, the "floor scratching" or chirping sounds (number
4) I was hearing were actual sounds and not technically tinnitus sounds. It's the sharper sounds on the upper part of the frequency range.
Reflection...
You sure get to interpret sounds in a new way when you go almost deaf. Not only that. You also pay more attention to sounds, even if one is not present in the environment or hardly registers in your ear. Fix your hearing and there is a good chance your tinnitus will fade away. I am still a firm believe in that. The biggest difficulty lies in figuring out what is broken, so you can come up with a plan to fix it. Even accessing the middle ear cavity is impossible without slicing up the eardrum, let alone accessing the inner ear structures. A surgical approach becomes increasingly impossible the closer you get to the inner ear and the most vital part of our hearing, the organ of Corti. So this calls for a pharmaceutical or some sci-fi approach (once it becomes a reality).