Hi everyone,
It's been years since I've been on a forum. It's kind of nostalgic and fun in its own way. This past week my hearing loss hit a threshold. I went to seen an audiologist and an ENT and am setting up an MRI this next week. I'm doing my best to look at my Tinnitus as a challenge. It's difficult.
I play GW2; an MMORPG; it was/is my main coping method for dealing with my depression & anxiety. In doing so I listened to music at, unknowingly, unhealthy volumes for about 5-6 years. My tinnitus is a high pitched whine in my left ear that's usually inaudible to me and a clicking sound in my right ear when exposed to certain frequencies; food sizzling on the stove, running water, crinkly noises such as food packaging and certain types of music and songs. Oh and car-engines; engines are fun =p (not really).
It's been a rough week. In order to beat this thing I'm going to have to really challenge myself and make better use of my time. I went on a date with a fun girl this past Friday. My tinnitus was only really an issue about 25% of the time. It was nice, and sorely needed. We laughed a lot, I got her number and we'll make plans again in the future. I've dealt with severe depression before. It did a number on me.
According to the ENT I've lost about half of my hearing over the 5k-6k+ Hz range. That tends to fall into things like birds chirping and higher pitched women or children's voices. It hurt a little when he said that hearing at that range/scale is what he would expect to see in a 40 or 50 year old. None the less.
I'm struggling to find my new sense of normalcy. There are still things I want to do and people that I want to see. I'm trying not to give myself too much time to dwell on it too much, but I could really use a hug. I've been taking melatonin before bed, and exercise seems to help alongside Netflix/Amazon Prime (simultaneously). Getting past the clicking bed-sheets in the morning is more of a struggle than I'd like to admit.
I guess I'm going to have to become more disciplined from now on -shrug-
-Brian
It's been years since I've been on a forum. It's kind of nostalgic and fun in its own way. This past week my hearing loss hit a threshold. I went to seen an audiologist and an ENT and am setting up an MRI this next week. I'm doing my best to look at my Tinnitus as a challenge. It's difficult.
I play GW2; an MMORPG; it was/is my main coping method for dealing with my depression & anxiety. In doing so I listened to music at, unknowingly, unhealthy volumes for about 5-6 years. My tinnitus is a high pitched whine in my left ear that's usually inaudible to me and a clicking sound in my right ear when exposed to certain frequencies; food sizzling on the stove, running water, crinkly noises such as food packaging and certain types of music and songs. Oh and car-engines; engines are fun =p (not really).
It's been a rough week. In order to beat this thing I'm going to have to really challenge myself and make better use of my time. I went on a date with a fun girl this past Friday. My tinnitus was only really an issue about 25% of the time. It was nice, and sorely needed. We laughed a lot, I got her number and we'll make plans again in the future. I've dealt with severe depression before. It did a number on me.
According to the ENT I've lost about half of my hearing over the 5k-6k+ Hz range. That tends to fall into things like birds chirping and higher pitched women or children's voices. It hurt a little when he said that hearing at that range/scale is what he would expect to see in a 40 or 50 year old. None the less.
I'm struggling to find my new sense of normalcy. There are still things I want to do and people that I want to see. I'm trying not to give myself too much time to dwell on it too much, but I could really use a hug. I've been taking melatonin before bed, and exercise seems to help alongside Netflix/Amazon Prime (simultaneously). Getting past the clicking bed-sheets in the morning is more of a struggle than I'd like to admit.
I guess I'm going to have to become more disciplined from now on -shrug-
-Brian