I posted several days ago about my occasional T -- it seems to be non-stop now. I went to a doctor and got referred for a hearing test and was told my hearing was fine except for a noticeable dip that was still in the normal range. Though they didn't test me at the higher frequencies so I'm wondering if I should be worried about that.
They didn't conclude with any certainty what caused it for me, but noise-induced seems to be the best guess. I'd bought tickets to see a favorite band before any of this started; the audiologist said it would be fine if I protect my ears but I'm having a hard time trusting that.
I'm struggling to understand whether my T would be considered "reactive," as I'm trying to ignore it throughout the day so may not notice if it's worse around noise. It definitely sings around electricity, or when the washer or dryer is running it affects me a little almost from the other side of the house; and sometimes it seems to go from a steady whirr to kind of irregular in volume, seemingly synchronized to what I'm listening to, but then again I'm not sure if that's just what it sounds like when the noise is only partly masked.
I've had a roller coaster of mixed results with white noise or nature sounds. It seemed to help me sleep at first and then a couple nights ago I had the first state of real panic about whether I would ever be able to sleep; it felt like the noise only emphasized or set off the T, which gets much worse at night even if it's quiet when I first get into bed. Finally I got good results by going through a bunch of sounds till I found one that didn't seem to just sound like the T going louder and put my ipad under my pillow. That worked well enough for me to feel less stressed about it yesterday, only to go to bed that night and struggle all over again with every sound I have, trying to define if it was really causing higher T or just emphasizing it by hitting the same frequency/pitch or something. I stayed up reading until I could barely keep my eyes open and only then did it help to set the sound under my pillow again, at a volume about equal to or less than the T.
When I've been listening quietly to music in my car I don't notice anything, but spoken word recordings have had that same effect a couple times, though it doesn't cause me the same anxiety during the day so I don't pay close attention to it.
I'm trying not to spend too much time on here being anxious but I was wondering if anyone could help me to figure out how vulnerable my hearing is and whether I should be cautious about loud noise or avoid it as much as possible. The experts say to not stop living your life and wear ear protection, but I wonder if it's more crucial to be easy on my ears for the preliminary period at least and haven't found anything specifically on that. The audiologist didn't advise against reasonable headphone use, just said that they shouldn't cover surrounding noise or be used for too long, but I've been too reluctant. I've been agonizing over whether to go to this concert with earplugs, and I know nobody's going to tell me it's not a risk at all, it's up to me whether to take it, but I just have no certainty about whether it's a higher risk now than it might be a while from now.
As for the white noise, I always used it before because my partner snores heavily enough to bother me from the next room, so if it really is agitating my T I feel like I can't do with or without it right now :/
And should I get my higher frequencies checked some time? I can upload what the test looked like, if anyone can tell me anything about it.
They didn't conclude with any certainty what caused it for me, but noise-induced seems to be the best guess. I'd bought tickets to see a favorite band before any of this started; the audiologist said it would be fine if I protect my ears but I'm having a hard time trusting that.
I'm struggling to understand whether my T would be considered "reactive," as I'm trying to ignore it throughout the day so may not notice if it's worse around noise. It definitely sings around electricity, or when the washer or dryer is running it affects me a little almost from the other side of the house; and sometimes it seems to go from a steady whirr to kind of irregular in volume, seemingly synchronized to what I'm listening to, but then again I'm not sure if that's just what it sounds like when the noise is only partly masked.
I've had a roller coaster of mixed results with white noise or nature sounds. It seemed to help me sleep at first and then a couple nights ago I had the first state of real panic about whether I would ever be able to sleep; it felt like the noise only emphasized or set off the T, which gets much worse at night even if it's quiet when I first get into bed. Finally I got good results by going through a bunch of sounds till I found one that didn't seem to just sound like the T going louder and put my ipad under my pillow. That worked well enough for me to feel less stressed about it yesterday, only to go to bed that night and struggle all over again with every sound I have, trying to define if it was really causing higher T or just emphasizing it by hitting the same frequency/pitch or something. I stayed up reading until I could barely keep my eyes open and only then did it help to set the sound under my pillow again, at a volume about equal to or less than the T.
When I've been listening quietly to music in my car I don't notice anything, but spoken word recordings have had that same effect a couple times, though it doesn't cause me the same anxiety during the day so I don't pay close attention to it.
I'm trying not to spend too much time on here being anxious but I was wondering if anyone could help me to figure out how vulnerable my hearing is and whether I should be cautious about loud noise or avoid it as much as possible. The experts say to not stop living your life and wear ear protection, but I wonder if it's more crucial to be easy on my ears for the preliminary period at least and haven't found anything specifically on that. The audiologist didn't advise against reasonable headphone use, just said that they shouldn't cover surrounding noise or be used for too long, but I've been too reluctant. I've been agonizing over whether to go to this concert with earplugs, and I know nobody's going to tell me it's not a risk at all, it's up to me whether to take it, but I just have no certainty about whether it's a higher risk now than it might be a while from now.
As for the white noise, I always used it before because my partner snores heavily enough to bother me from the next room, so if it really is agitating my T I feel like I can't do with or without it right now :/
And should I get my higher frequencies checked some time? I can upload what the test looked like, if anyone can tell me anything about it.