Hi all,
Just a check-in from myself, I am new to the forum so I'll tell my story.
My problems are all caused by earphones and exposure to loud music, which makes the frustration so much greater when it comes to this condition, as it is all self inflicted.
Started to hear a light ringing in my ear one night in bed, when I was 16 years old. My life changed from that moment. My whole thought process changed, I obsessed over it, and I lost so much good time to thinking and avoiding social situations because I made the situation worse in my head. My condition is 5/6 times worse now, at 27 years old.
Looking back, I used music as a kind of therapy, and the sad thing is, is that the cause is also the cure in a sense, I was addicted to music, and loud music. I was young and naive, I never thought that companies would be so careless to make a listening device strong enough to damage a person's hearing, and how wrong I was.
Over the years I managed to accept my tinnitus, which is complemented with hyperacusis and hearing loss, and up until a few days ago, a humming/vibration coming from my right ear.
I'm hoping it's a muscular thing as opposed to a new tinnitus sound, and that it might go away after a while, but who knows.
It's amazing what our minds can adjust to over time, and I will not let this control me.
Just a check-in from myself, I am new to the forum so I'll tell my story.
My problems are all caused by earphones and exposure to loud music, which makes the frustration so much greater when it comes to this condition, as it is all self inflicted.
Started to hear a light ringing in my ear one night in bed, when I was 16 years old. My life changed from that moment. My whole thought process changed, I obsessed over it, and I lost so much good time to thinking and avoiding social situations because I made the situation worse in my head. My condition is 5/6 times worse now, at 27 years old.
Looking back, I used music as a kind of therapy, and the sad thing is, is that the cause is also the cure in a sense, I was addicted to music, and loud music. I was young and naive, I never thought that companies would be so careless to make a listening device strong enough to damage a person's hearing, and how wrong I was.
Over the years I managed to accept my tinnitus, which is complemented with hyperacusis and hearing loss, and up until a few days ago, a humming/vibration coming from my right ear.
I'm hoping it's a muscular thing as opposed to a new tinnitus sound, and that it might go away after a while, but who knows.
It's amazing what our minds can adjust to over time, and I will not let this control me.