6 MONTHS
Physical t
I wish I could say the level of the t went down over the last 30 days but I don't think it has. If I go to a quiet room it's annoyingly loud and if I'm outdoors I have to look for it to hear it.
One pattern I've noticed is I usually get crickets under the tone in the morning and then as the day progresses the crickets get quieter and the tone gets stronger. I was talking to another member who said that's how his acts.
I still don't really know what happened to the static I got in month 2-3. It would change to a clearly different sound for anywhere from minutes to an hour or two. Perhaps that was part of the variability when things are new? Perhaps the exposure to sirens changed the course the t is taking. I don't know but I can't change the past so I try not to focus on it.
The h has gone down a ton in the last 30 days. I feel like my ears are close to where they were with hearing before t. This has been the most dramatic change with h since I got t. Things don't seem anywhere as loud as they did a couple months ago and I rarely cringe when I hear some noises though I still protect from loud noises.
Perhaps once a week I'll notice the crinkly paper feel in my ears if that. The crinkly paper thing is a non factor now.
Fleeting t, when you hear a ringing for 5-30 seconds, seems to be happening a lot less lately as well or I'm not paying as much attention to it. I feel like it's not happening as much though. I think it happened almost every day or two a couple months ago and now it's more like every 3-4 days or more. I haven't been tracking things that closely.
It's late summer but not too hot and I've been sleeping with the windows open. There is some bug that makes a chirping noise; perhaps a cricket, perhaps something else, and it does an amazing job of masking. I don't need to put the sound machine on if the windows are open though I usually do anyway.
Emotional t
The stress and anxiety is still taking a major toll on my life. I'm only functioning at perhaps 30 percent of what I did before t. I've made an effort to get out and work the last few weeks and it's good to have a sense of purpose but I'm not working with the same sense of purpose I had before.
Someone on the site said give things time and you'll have plenty of other things to worry about. I feel like I'm moving toward worrying about things other than t.
To anyone reading this in the future know that if your t was caused by loud noise it can get better with time. While the level of my t isn't much, if any, lower than it was originally it's much easier to tolerate. Please don't think, or do, anything extreme in the first month or two. Those are the toughest months. Give it time and do your best to remain calm. I know how hard this is but please give it time.
After 6 months I'm starting to get used to the t though I never want to get used to it. I want it to go away. I don't think that's going to happen though.
I've developed routines with hearing protection and masking around the house to protect my ears from noise and I try to have my protection on before the noise starts. If I fear there may be loud noise the ear plugs go in and the ear muffs are at my side. Am I living a cautious life? Yes. Do I want to experience an increase in the t, even if only short term? Hell no!
I haven't used any power equipment besides a vacuum cleaner briefly (under 5 minutes) with ear plugs and ear muffs. I don't want to risk an increase. I have used a battery powered drill, briefly again, with double hearing protection. I still have no idea what's going to happen with all the power equipment I own or if I'll feel comfortable using it some day.
One of my fears is to use a piece of power equipment for a long period of time, an hour or two, and get lost in the moment. The problem is when you're using power equipment you don't notice the t getting louder. For me it can take an hour or two to start increasing. By that time I can't take back any time with power equipment and I'd have to ride the increase out. I had to ride an increase out once and I don't want to do it again.
I can't prevent the occasional plate clanking, harley going by, Dunkin Donuts worker dropping a plastic container full of ice. I can have my ear muffs nearby to cover my ears asap if there is sustained loud noise like 10 harleys going by and loud music at Dunkin Donuts.
Work for me is whole set of challenges, as it is for most on the site.
I drive a diesel truck so I wear hearing protection. I'm not sure I'll ever drive either of my trucks again without hearing protection of some sort.
When I arrive at a clients house if they have dogs I keep the hearing protection on until the dogs finish barking hello.
I always keep my ear muffs nearby in case of a low flying helicopter, plane, or sirens.
A couple times I left the job for a while when my client mowed their lawn or ran a leaf blower. I'm not risking my sensitive ears to tough it out. I've had one time when my t increased for a long duration from noise exposure and there's no way I'm going through that again if I can avoid it.
I bring ear plugs if someone is using a lawn mower in the distance or there are a lot of boats on the lake I'm working on.
Ear plugs are also handy for going into the deli for the morning bacon, egg and cheese because they play the music loud in there. I also had an experience at a Dunkin Donuts where someone dropped a tray and it was loud. I had my head phones in my hand but not on my head.
Truth be told the plugs usually go in for most convenience stores and when I'm pumping gas because noise can sneak up on you fast. I don't plug at the grocery store because so far I haven't had any bad experiences. Home Depot and Lowes get ear plugs. The loud speakers are loud there.
Last week my wife and I went to a wedding. We already said we're not staying for the reception. No way I'd want to be around that racket. When we got to the ceremony there was a man playing a steel drum and they pumped his music through speakers. I wouldn't get within 100' or the speakers and that was with my ear plugs in. Once again, for me, it's just not worth it. I watched the wedding from the sidelines because I didn't want to be exposed to loud clapping or static on the microphone.
I'm not sure how I'm going to do these events in the future. I don't want to go nuts with noise and then pay for it over the course of weeks or months waiting for the t to go down.
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When I first came to this site I sent private messages to several people who got t similar to me. First, I want to thank the people who responded. Every person I messaged did respond.
Some of the people I contacted had t for as little as 4-6 months. How I looked forward to the day when the noise in my head would be quieter and I'd have a better grasp on the situation. "I just have to make it until 6 months." I thought. It will all make sense by then.
Some of the people I spoke with talked about having good days and bad days and there being a pattern to their t. Some could predict what kind of a day they were going to have by how loud the t was when they woke up. Everyone I spoke with seemed to have a better grasp on t than me. I was so clueless.
I don't have the type of t with a pattern over several days, the t is pretty much the same every day with the pattern occurring through one day. Crickets and tone in the morning slowly changing to tone at night.
I'd like to think the crickets last a little longer every day. I'd also like to think some day the crickets will merge with the steady tone and then start to get quieter. Only time will tell.
At 6 months I feel better about the situation than I did at 3 months though I still don't know where I'm going to end up.
If you just got t and you're totally freaked out it's perfectly normal and things are going to get better. You have to give it time. I was just as freaked out as you. You can go back to the first post of this thread to see.