I am having a serious issue with noise exposure causing tinnitus. Everyone on the face of this earth HAS been exposed to loud sounds. Here I am 42 years old. I've been to 5 concerts in my lifetime. Most of the time I was in the upper balcony, well away from speakers. I'm not much into the bar scene either. Ear buds.... I've NEVER liked the way they felt in my ears, so never really used them. Actual headphones... yes! On RARE occasions. Mainly to listen to YouTube videos about normal everyday stuff while sitting in the living room while others watched TV... Radio turned up in my car moderately... that I'm completely guilty of.
I have very mild high frequency hearing loss. Yet here I am!
ENT doesn't think it's hearing related. I'm bouncing back and forth from Dr to Dr. I've become a human pin cushion. CTs, MRIs, neurologist, orthoneuros, cardio, gastro. Best yet, my ENT is so stumped because of my audiogram he's sending me to a specialist for a second opinion. A 3 hour drive from my place.
I'm tired, angry and feeling completely hopeless. When it first started I had the infamous deaf tone. As loud as it can get eeeeeeeee. Then it started changing sounds. I thought YES! It's getting better.
While the sound is lower and easier to tolerate, I'll be damned, it reacts to sounds. It climbs over top of every day sounds and makes doing anything hard. When it first started it wasn't like that.
Now I can't even explain what I'm hearing. A really low wobbly hiss sound maybe or air running through my head. I am the worse trying to explain it. I'm about 10 weeks in and scared to death this is what the rest of my life will be.
They won't send me to audiology until I'm medically cleared. I 100% understand if it's not hearing loss caused, hearing aids and maskers won't work but it's my money being wasted if they don't work! It's not like I won't continue trying to find a cause. But what I'm seeing though, even if we find a cause it doesn't mean it's going to go away.
I'm at my wits' end. I just want life to go back to normal. What I mean by normal is quiet nights with my kids. Shopping at Walmart. Dinner out with my kids. Hanging with friends at their house. I just want quiet nights. Sleep without medication. Work days without extreme anxiety. I just want normal back! At the very least for this stuff to stop affecting my hearing the way it is. When it clears out of my head and gets really low I have no issues what so ever. No reaction to sounds. No reaction to conversations with my kids. No reaction to my won voice. I'm grateful for those moments. They just don't happen often enough. It seems I'm a medical mystery as mine has so many changes in sound. Reacts one minute, doesn't the next. I even thought I had hyperacusis at one point but sounds don't hurt. Tinnitus just reacts. Then other times tinnitus doesn't react at all.
Go figure. All my doctors are stumped and I just want to scream!
I have very mild high frequency hearing loss. Yet here I am!
ENT doesn't think it's hearing related. I'm bouncing back and forth from Dr to Dr. I've become a human pin cushion. CTs, MRIs, neurologist, orthoneuros, cardio, gastro. Best yet, my ENT is so stumped because of my audiogram he's sending me to a specialist for a second opinion. A 3 hour drive from my place.
I'm tired, angry and feeling completely hopeless. When it first started I had the infamous deaf tone. As loud as it can get eeeeeeeee. Then it started changing sounds. I thought YES! It's getting better.
While the sound is lower and easier to tolerate, I'll be damned, it reacts to sounds. It climbs over top of every day sounds and makes doing anything hard. When it first started it wasn't like that.
Now I can't even explain what I'm hearing. A really low wobbly hiss sound maybe or air running through my head. I am the worse trying to explain it. I'm about 10 weeks in and scared to death this is what the rest of my life will be.
They won't send me to audiology until I'm medically cleared. I 100% understand if it's not hearing loss caused, hearing aids and maskers won't work but it's my money being wasted if they don't work! It's not like I won't continue trying to find a cause. But what I'm seeing though, even if we find a cause it doesn't mean it's going to go away.
I'm at my wits' end. I just want life to go back to normal. What I mean by normal is quiet nights with my kids. Shopping at Walmart. Dinner out with my kids. Hanging with friends at their house. I just want quiet nights. Sleep without medication. Work days without extreme anxiety. I just want normal back! At the very least for this stuff to stop affecting my hearing the way it is. When it clears out of my head and gets really low I have no issues what so ever. No reaction to sounds. No reaction to conversations with my kids. No reaction to my won voice. I'm grateful for those moments. They just don't happen often enough. It seems I'm a medical mystery as mine has so many changes in sound. Reacts one minute, doesn't the next. I even thought I had hyperacusis at one point but sounds don't hurt. Tinnitus just reacts. Then other times tinnitus doesn't react at all.
Go figure. All my doctors are stumped and I just want to scream!