- Sep 14, 2020
- 39
- Tinnitus Since
- 03/2020
- Cause of Tinnitus
- noise exposure, stress, NSAIDS, eabuds, shingles vaccine
Lately, I wake up every night after only 3 hours of sleep in a panic attack. My heart races, I'm sweating, nervous and jittery and my stomach is full of butterflies. They aren't due to any conscious thoughts, and I don't recall any nightmares, or dreaming at all for that matter. I run to take a hot shower, which calms me down for a few hours. Sometimes I have to take 2 or three in the night. I don't have panic attacks in the day time and although I have some bouts of sadness with crying, I am for the most part able to cope by distracting myself. These panic attacks have only been going on for the past week.
The only sleep aids I take now (for the past 3 weeks) are supplements: Melatonin 5mg, Valerian root, L-Theanine, Taurine. I have been taking most of these for most of the time since onset (6 months ago).
I had been experimenting with various prescription sleep aids to try to get a full night's sleep. (I haven't had more than 4 hours sleep for the past 6 months). Most recently tried Belsomra (10-20 mg) (for its no dependence/withdraw profile), which didn't seem to do anything to keep me asleep (I took it nightly for 3 weeks).
I tried Trazodone 4 nights (50 mg) (stopped up my sinuses), Seroquel 2 nights (25 mg) (blacked out, but spiked my tinnitus and woke up in fear), and Ramelteon 5 nights (8mg did nothing)
Before that, I had been alternating different sleep aids nightly for two months in an effort not to develop dependence. Benadryl (50mg), Activan (.5mg), Doxylamine Succinate (25 mg), and Temazepam (15 mg).
I did have panic attacks during the first couple of weeks of tinnitus and hyperacusis onset (about 6 months ago). But these were caused by negative intrusive thoughts about the future as I laid awake in bed, unable to fall asleep. Those went away maybe from the passage of time, or from me taking Ashwagandha root (1200 mg/day) and benzos as needed. I discontinued Ashwagandha a month ago after reading articles on the negative hormonal balance effects from long term use.
When discontinuing these drugs and supplements, I did so cold turkey, as I did not believe enough time had transpired for me to develop a tolerance.
So I don't know if my anxiety is worsening as a result of some kind of drug kindling, or if this is a normal part of the progression 6 months in. I do have health obsession issues which had caused great conflict over which was having a worse effect on my brain, sleep deprivation, or sleep drug dependence or other chemical changes in the brain.
The complexities of tinnitus with hyperacusis leave so much unknown, and I realize that my experimentation with various drug and supplement cocktails in the end, just leaves more unknowns than provide any answers.
Hopefully someone out there can relate. I would rather not get on benzos to treat anxiety. Any chance this could just resolve with time? Is it ok to just deal with these panic attacks without medicating? I'm becoming a more fearful person overall.
Any experience you can share is most appreciated.
The only sleep aids I take now (for the past 3 weeks) are supplements: Melatonin 5mg, Valerian root, L-Theanine, Taurine. I have been taking most of these for most of the time since onset (6 months ago).
I had been experimenting with various prescription sleep aids to try to get a full night's sleep. (I haven't had more than 4 hours sleep for the past 6 months). Most recently tried Belsomra (10-20 mg) (for its no dependence/withdraw profile), which didn't seem to do anything to keep me asleep (I took it nightly for 3 weeks).
I tried Trazodone 4 nights (50 mg) (stopped up my sinuses), Seroquel 2 nights (25 mg) (blacked out, but spiked my tinnitus and woke up in fear), and Ramelteon 5 nights (8mg did nothing)
Before that, I had been alternating different sleep aids nightly for two months in an effort not to develop dependence. Benadryl (50mg), Activan (.5mg), Doxylamine Succinate (25 mg), and Temazepam (15 mg).
I did have panic attacks during the first couple of weeks of tinnitus and hyperacusis onset (about 6 months ago). But these were caused by negative intrusive thoughts about the future as I laid awake in bed, unable to fall asleep. Those went away maybe from the passage of time, or from me taking Ashwagandha root (1200 mg/day) and benzos as needed. I discontinued Ashwagandha a month ago after reading articles on the negative hormonal balance effects from long term use.
When discontinuing these drugs and supplements, I did so cold turkey, as I did not believe enough time had transpired for me to develop a tolerance.
So I don't know if my anxiety is worsening as a result of some kind of drug kindling, or if this is a normal part of the progression 6 months in. I do have health obsession issues which had caused great conflict over which was having a worse effect on my brain, sleep deprivation, or sleep drug dependence or other chemical changes in the brain.
The complexities of tinnitus with hyperacusis leave so much unknown, and I realize that my experimentation with various drug and supplement cocktails in the end, just leaves more unknowns than provide any answers.
Hopefully someone out there can relate. I would rather not get on benzos to treat anxiety. Any chance this could just resolve with time? Is it ok to just deal with these panic attacks without medicating? I'm becoming a more fearful person overall.
Any experience you can share is most appreciated.