Hello everyone,
My Health Journey:
I have been living with tinnitus and hyperacusis for 12 years, but I've managed to overcome them, particularly hyperacusis, where everyday noises no longer bother me (except for washing dishes and vacuuming). I was so proud of myself for being able to live happily!
For almost a year, I also dealt with ear spasms (myoclonus) triggered by burping, yawning, or stretching. Magnesium bisglycinate helped me significantly, and now I experience very few spasms. Additionally, I had a "reflex" in my ears when I spoke or when something fell. I thought this was due to my hyperacusis, which has also since improved (possibly TTTS?).
In late June 2024, I decided to do some health tests for my 30th birthday, including a urine test, as I wanted to get an overall picture of my health. Unfortunately, I tested positive for an STI, which explained the urinary pain I had been experiencing. My doctor prescribed a 14-day course of Doxycycline (200 mg per day). During these 14 days, I experienced occasional spikes in my tinnitus.
Sadly, at the end of the treatment, my pain persisted. I returned to my doctor, who then prescribed 28 more days of Doxycycline. During this second course, my symptoms initially disappeared. However, on the 25th day, the pain returned, and I was devastated. I experienced severe stress, anxiety attacks, and overwhelming fear that I might have to live with this forever. I spent sleepless nights reading through forums and dark stories online.
Now, three weeks after completing the second treatment, I've started experiencing sound distortions. This has caused me immense worry, as I fear this may be permanent. Usually, background noise masks my tinnitus, but now it feels like the opposite.
At home, I can't do anything without my tinnitus reacting to real-time noises, only stopping when the sound source is turned off. Everyday sounds like water, wind, rain, my breathing, movements, air conditioning, fans, cars, and the TV all seem to aggravate my tinnitus, and it's exhausting.
I can't seem to stop fixating on these phenomena. I try going outside to get some fresh air and stay active, but as soon as I return home, my morale plummets. I've been living in silence, but I'm unsure if that's the right approach.
My family doesn't understand what I'm going through, and they continue making noise in the house. With each sound, my tinnitus spikes (for example, the TV in the living room is 50 meters away from my bedroom, and even with the door closed, the TV's frequencies seem to pass through. I feel like I have superhuman hearing, like Superman with superpowers).
I desperately need advice on how to stop fixating on all the noise in my life.
Here is a video that explains what I hear (please be mindful of the volume):
I'm feeling completely lost and anxious about going through all of this. I need help so much. Thank you, everyone.
My Health Journey:
I have been living with tinnitus and hyperacusis for 12 years, but I've managed to overcome them, particularly hyperacusis, where everyday noises no longer bother me (except for washing dishes and vacuuming). I was so proud of myself for being able to live happily!
For almost a year, I also dealt with ear spasms (myoclonus) triggered by burping, yawning, or stretching. Magnesium bisglycinate helped me significantly, and now I experience very few spasms. Additionally, I had a "reflex" in my ears when I spoke or when something fell. I thought this was due to my hyperacusis, which has also since improved (possibly TTTS?).
In late June 2024, I decided to do some health tests for my 30th birthday, including a urine test, as I wanted to get an overall picture of my health. Unfortunately, I tested positive for an STI, which explained the urinary pain I had been experiencing. My doctor prescribed a 14-day course of Doxycycline (200 mg per day). During these 14 days, I experienced occasional spikes in my tinnitus.
Sadly, at the end of the treatment, my pain persisted. I returned to my doctor, who then prescribed 28 more days of Doxycycline. During this second course, my symptoms initially disappeared. However, on the 25th day, the pain returned, and I was devastated. I experienced severe stress, anxiety attacks, and overwhelming fear that I might have to live with this forever. I spent sleepless nights reading through forums and dark stories online.
Now, three weeks after completing the second treatment, I've started experiencing sound distortions. This has caused me immense worry, as I fear this may be permanent. Usually, background noise masks my tinnitus, but now it feels like the opposite.
At home, I can't do anything without my tinnitus reacting to real-time noises, only stopping when the sound source is turned off. Everyday sounds like water, wind, rain, my breathing, movements, air conditioning, fans, cars, and the TV all seem to aggravate my tinnitus, and it's exhausting.
I can't seem to stop fixating on these phenomena. I try going outside to get some fresh air and stay active, but as soon as I return home, my morale plummets. I've been living in silence, but I'm unsure if that's the right approach.
My family doesn't understand what I'm going through, and they continue making noise in the house. With each sound, my tinnitus spikes (for example, the TV in the living room is 50 meters away from my bedroom, and even with the door closed, the TV's frequencies seem to pass through. I feel like I have superhuman hearing, like Superman with superpowers).
I desperately need advice on how to stop fixating on all the noise in my life.
- Is this condition curable?
- Should I try to live normally?
- Should I protect myself from noise all the time?
- Should I live in silence?
- Did my treatment damage my ears? Or is it due to stress or anxiety?
- Should I take any medication? I'm already taking Magnesium bisglycinate (800 mg) and probiotics. I tried NAC (600 mg), but my tinnitus increased the day after my first dose, so I stopped. I also drink Chamomile herbal tea to help me sleep.
Here is a video that explains what I hear (please be mindful of the volume):
I'm feeling completely lost and anxious about going through all of this. I need help so much. Thank you, everyone.