- Jan 28, 2019
- 145
- Tinnitus Since
- 11/2018
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Noice induced
Hey all,
So, I would like to share a recent experience with you I had at the audiologist last week - and ask a question about what should I do now?
First sighting of hyperacusis
I've had hyperacusis for about two months now. It started at the beginning of February, in the form of a warm left ear, burning pain, and a protracted muscle (?) in one instance. I was able to overcome this, by ignoring the pain (I had to during certain phone calls), after each time I noticed I was able to 'block out' the pain after a while and it subsided. It took me a week, but then, I considered myself hyperacusis free, apart from once in a while a little warming of the ear, which subsided again.
Second sighting of hyperacusis
Then, a week and a half after I thought the worst was behind me, hyperacusis came up again. Now also in my right ear. I decided I had to ignore it again, so I did. However, this time this only seemed to make it worse. After a while, I also developed tingling sensations in my face (left), which then developed into painful sections of my face. After a while, it wasn't just sound that did this, but also just any sort of input. For example, MacBook and iPhone screens worsened my conditions, so I had to limit my time working and take breaks (always from home). I've been plugging almost completely for a month.
Recovery...?
Then - the audiologist. Last Thursday we had a meeting, in which he forbade me to wear any plugs. He also refused to whisper. During the conversation, I told him, the left side of my face is going numb. 'Let it go', he said. A friend of mine accompanied me and he noticed my left ear went completely red. It also started burning. Still, 'let it go', he said. I grew increasingly anxious and felt severe stress.
Then... the pain and symptoms stopped getting worse. During the conversation, after a while, I noticed it has reached it's... apex? I don't know. All I know is that I was able to relax a little bit, once I noticed this. I was able to go from a whisper to almost my regular voice, without a worsening. Then - the full duration of the conversation was about 1.5 hour - it started to slowly subside again. When walking home, I hardly plugged and had a conversation with my friend at a normal volume. Since then, I talk again.
Mind you, I only want to list what happened to me. I'm sure this doesn't work for everybody. I'm baffled it worked for me. According to the audiologist, pain in hyperacusis is regulated in the 'lizzard brain', and the only way to access it is not through thought, but in telling your body sound is unharmful through your actions. So, in ignoring the pain, you're 'training' your body.
Ever since, the face tingling / pain is significantly less, the ear pain with sounds is less, and I should keep practicing now with hearing sounds each day. I'm plugging less and less...
The Question
So... now, something I'm extremely anxious about. Because as I'm allowing more and more sound, my tinnitus is raising. It feels like a permanent raise. So as I seem to be recovering from hyperacusis, this same method seems to be raising the volume of my tinnitus. Which terrifies me.
I wanted some kind of schedule to be given by my audiologist. How to build up with sounds? But he said, just turn on your radio, and stop plugging. According to my audiologist, it's impossible to permanently raise your tinnitus with everyday sounds, just as it don't actually hurt your ears, even though you feel pain. Relax, allow sounds. He seemed to be right with the hyperacusis... But I really don't know if I should trust this.
What are your thoughts? Can regular everyday sounds actually permanently raise your tinnitus? Or is this all spikes, and my emotions?
So, I would like to share a recent experience with you I had at the audiologist last week - and ask a question about what should I do now?
First sighting of hyperacusis
I've had hyperacusis for about two months now. It started at the beginning of February, in the form of a warm left ear, burning pain, and a protracted muscle (?) in one instance. I was able to overcome this, by ignoring the pain (I had to during certain phone calls), after each time I noticed I was able to 'block out' the pain after a while and it subsided. It took me a week, but then, I considered myself hyperacusis free, apart from once in a while a little warming of the ear, which subsided again.
Second sighting of hyperacusis
Then, a week and a half after I thought the worst was behind me, hyperacusis came up again. Now also in my right ear. I decided I had to ignore it again, so I did. However, this time this only seemed to make it worse. After a while, I also developed tingling sensations in my face (left), which then developed into painful sections of my face. After a while, it wasn't just sound that did this, but also just any sort of input. For example, MacBook and iPhone screens worsened my conditions, so I had to limit my time working and take breaks (always from home). I've been plugging almost completely for a month.
Recovery...?
Then - the audiologist. Last Thursday we had a meeting, in which he forbade me to wear any plugs. He also refused to whisper. During the conversation, I told him, the left side of my face is going numb. 'Let it go', he said. A friend of mine accompanied me and he noticed my left ear went completely red. It also started burning. Still, 'let it go', he said. I grew increasingly anxious and felt severe stress.
Then... the pain and symptoms stopped getting worse. During the conversation, after a while, I noticed it has reached it's... apex? I don't know. All I know is that I was able to relax a little bit, once I noticed this. I was able to go from a whisper to almost my regular voice, without a worsening. Then - the full duration of the conversation was about 1.5 hour - it started to slowly subside again. When walking home, I hardly plugged and had a conversation with my friend at a normal volume. Since then, I talk again.
Mind you, I only want to list what happened to me. I'm sure this doesn't work for everybody. I'm baffled it worked for me. According to the audiologist, pain in hyperacusis is regulated in the 'lizzard brain', and the only way to access it is not through thought, but in telling your body sound is unharmful through your actions. So, in ignoring the pain, you're 'training' your body.
Ever since, the face tingling / pain is significantly less, the ear pain with sounds is less, and I should keep practicing now with hearing sounds each day. I'm plugging less and less...
The Question
So... now, something I'm extremely anxious about. Because as I'm allowing more and more sound, my tinnitus is raising. It feels like a permanent raise. So as I seem to be recovering from hyperacusis, this same method seems to be raising the volume of my tinnitus. Which terrifies me.
I wanted some kind of schedule to be given by my audiologist. How to build up with sounds? But he said, just turn on your radio, and stop plugging. According to my audiologist, it's impossible to permanently raise your tinnitus with everyday sounds, just as it don't actually hurt your ears, even though you feel pain. Relax, allow sounds. He seemed to be right with the hyperacusis... But I really don't know if I should trust this.
What are your thoughts? Can regular everyday sounds actually permanently raise your tinnitus? Or is this all spikes, and my emotions?