As with anyone who has this shitty condition, I've gone through my course of doctors, 3 ENTS, Internist, GP, Neurologist and even a physciatrist. The last one I saw was an Internist and he seemed like a pretty knowledgeable guy and recommended blood work and an MRI just to rule everything out and I was all up for it, I mean after all why not right?
So last saturday the day of the MRI came, I took my alpine hearing classic earplugs (only roughly 20db of filtering), I now wish I would of taken a pair of 33DB foam plugs. None the less, I hopped in the machine and with my plugs, they added some foam padding to the sides of my head which helped a little bit with noise as well. I had the whole contrast/no contrast thing. The process started and the thing was ridiculously loud, but my ears weren't hurting or anything, there was no pain it was loud, but not uncomfortably so (or atleast I thought)
I was in there for about 35 minutes total, hopped out began to drive home and it felt like T was the same, a headache did begin though ( i believe as a result of the contrast dye) by the time I got home my head was cracking apart so I laid down for a couple of hours. When I awoke, T was probably 2-3 times its volume on top of my head cracking, lets just say it was not a good day, I felt like shit pretty much the rest of the afternoon/night.
I awoke the next day feeling better, much better, my headache was gone and T seemed to be back to baseline, maybe a little bit louder. Toward the afternoon my T subsided significantly, I honestly don't know why but it was amazing. It was honestly a good 60-70% quieter than normal, almost non existent because I considered my T pretty mild originally.
This lasted up throughout Monday night, and thats when everything took a turn for the worst. I was watching tv with my family and noticed this painfully high pitched T beginning to roar over the TV, nothing like Ive experienced before. As I mentioned earlier my T was fairly mild before all of this, I was miserable for the first week, but honestly for the last month I returned to my complete normal self, it was fairly easily maskable and I didn't even notice it most days before going to bed and even then it wasn't that bothersome.
This new sound isn't particularly louder than my old T, maybe slightly but its pitch is SO much higher that it pretty much cuts through everything. My sound sensitivity which seemed to be slowly fading is now much worse. I can't even sit in my room anymore because there is something that gives off a high pitched whine, which in return just makes my T slowly increase to unbearable levels. When I wake up in the morning its as if my head does a hard reset, T is back down to its old quiet hiss, but as I expose myself to more and more noise the new high pitched T comes roaring, by 2 PM my head is cracking and my ears feel bruised is the best way I can describe it.
I honestly hate myself now for going through with an MRI, I didn't have unilateral T, I doubt the scan will reveal anything and now I'm back to step 1, with T which is in my honest opinion 30x worse than what I had before.. I was totally managing before this, it didn't bother me one bit and was masked by most everyday sounds. Tuesday I was having such a bad day that I had to go home from work, because its just impossible to focus with this new tone. God how I wish I would of never done the MRI, but too damn late now and I hate myself for it.. I would do anything to get my original T back, it was so bearable compared to this...
So last saturday the day of the MRI came, I took my alpine hearing classic earplugs (only roughly 20db of filtering), I now wish I would of taken a pair of 33DB foam plugs. None the less, I hopped in the machine and with my plugs, they added some foam padding to the sides of my head which helped a little bit with noise as well. I had the whole contrast/no contrast thing. The process started and the thing was ridiculously loud, but my ears weren't hurting or anything, there was no pain it was loud, but not uncomfortably so (or atleast I thought)
I was in there for about 35 minutes total, hopped out began to drive home and it felt like T was the same, a headache did begin though ( i believe as a result of the contrast dye) by the time I got home my head was cracking apart so I laid down for a couple of hours. When I awoke, T was probably 2-3 times its volume on top of my head cracking, lets just say it was not a good day, I felt like shit pretty much the rest of the afternoon/night.
I awoke the next day feeling better, much better, my headache was gone and T seemed to be back to baseline, maybe a little bit louder. Toward the afternoon my T subsided significantly, I honestly don't know why but it was amazing. It was honestly a good 60-70% quieter than normal, almost non existent because I considered my T pretty mild originally.
This lasted up throughout Monday night, and thats when everything took a turn for the worst. I was watching tv with my family and noticed this painfully high pitched T beginning to roar over the TV, nothing like Ive experienced before. As I mentioned earlier my T was fairly mild before all of this, I was miserable for the first week, but honestly for the last month I returned to my complete normal self, it was fairly easily maskable and I didn't even notice it most days before going to bed and even then it wasn't that bothersome.
This new sound isn't particularly louder than my old T, maybe slightly but its pitch is SO much higher that it pretty much cuts through everything. My sound sensitivity which seemed to be slowly fading is now much worse. I can't even sit in my room anymore because there is something that gives off a high pitched whine, which in return just makes my T slowly increase to unbearable levels. When I wake up in the morning its as if my head does a hard reset, T is back down to its old quiet hiss, but as I expose myself to more and more noise the new high pitched T comes roaring, by 2 PM my head is cracking and my ears feel bruised is the best way I can describe it.
I honestly hate myself now for going through with an MRI, I didn't have unilateral T, I doubt the scan will reveal anything and now I'm back to step 1, with T which is in my honest opinion 30x worse than what I had before.. I was totally managing before this, it didn't bother me one bit and was masked by most everyday sounds. Tuesday I was having such a bad day that I had to go home from work, because its just impossible to focus with this new tone. God how I wish I would of never done the MRI, but too damn late now and I hate myself for it.. I would do anything to get my original T back, it was so bearable compared to this...