I have had mild tinnitus since I was 11. I recall asking my mother if she could hear a high pitched sound, always no. It never really bothered me, always low in the back ground. In 1995 while in the army getting my hearing tested I was told to stop pushing the button, the test had not started. I found it amusing at the time.
Long story short, five month ago the volume went way up. I always assumed it was from being around loud noises. I have been a pilot of piston aircraft and helicopters for 25 years, raced and ride motorcycles since the age of 3, play the drums etc. I went for a hearing test and was told that my hearing was good for a 50 year old, no significant hearing loss and that I have protected my hearing well.
Then, due to being depressed about it, I went to a psychologist and was diagnosed with PTSD and abandonment issues from my childhood, came as no surprise to my wife. I had a very stressful year in 2016 due to a job loss, major move which did not work out, move again and going through a couple of jobs before getting back on track. I am beginning to think that the rise in my t is from stress, as a kid and now. I wear earplugs under noise canceling headsets while I fly and have been told it won't increase my t by ear docs and t specialists. Still wonder, but I only know how to fly and prefer the back country small plane jobs.
Anyway, I am trying to learn to relax, get calm and deal with it. I am trying to not let it effect my 30 year marriage with my great wife. I can't tell if stress makes it spike, or if flying makes it spike at times, or if I just start to focus on it too much. Some days are good and some not. Anyway just another story!
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Long story short, five month ago the volume went way up. I always assumed it was from being around loud noises. I have been a pilot of piston aircraft and helicopters for 25 years, raced and ride motorcycles since the age of 3, play the drums etc. I went for a hearing test and was told that my hearing was good for a 50 year old, no significant hearing loss and that I have protected my hearing well.
Then, due to being depressed about it, I went to a psychologist and was diagnosed with PTSD and abandonment issues from my childhood, came as no surprise to my wife. I had a very stressful year in 2016 due to a job loss, major move which did not work out, move again and going through a couple of jobs before getting back on track. I am beginning to think that the rise in my t is from stress, as a kid and now. I wear earplugs under noise canceling headsets while I fly and have been told it won't increase my t by ear docs and t specialists. Still wonder, but I only know how to fly and prefer the back country small plane jobs.
Anyway, I am trying to learn to relax, get calm and deal with it. I am trying to not let it effect my 30 year marriage with my great wife. I can't tell if stress makes it spike, or if flying makes it spike at times, or if I just start to focus on it too much. Some days are good and some not. Anyway just another story!
Thanks
T