Hi guys and girls!
I'm 4.5 months into this ringing in my head / both ears.
Still I don't now what caused it, one evening there came a buzz in one ear with some pain, really strange feeling (SSHL?).
After that the electric ringing in my head begun. The ENT could not find hearing loss, but only up to 8 kHz.
The first months were really hard, I sometimes did not sleep for 3 days and was in full panic.
I'm not in full panic mode anymore, but it's still SO hard to sleep. If I manage to fall asleep, I'll wake up after maybe 2 hours, I get maybe 4 hours per night of bad sleep. Last night I did not sleep at all, my tinnitus was so loud and I could not fall asleep. So today I feel like shit, don't know how to go on. It just feels so pointless and never ending, I can't imagine living like this forever, and I'm only 28, this happened without me doing anything!
I hate my life at the moment, can't find any joy.
I have also heard that those with tinnitus have different brain waves than normal people, so your brain is more aroused all the time. Does that mean I'm not gonna have deep sleep ever again? That would cost me maybe 10 years of life expectancy! What's the point of living without proper sleep?
I can't sleep with masking, I'm sleeping with ear plugs.
I'm thinking about the tinnitus all the time and my life is just wasted.
Do you think deep sleep comes back with habituation?