Chicken or the egg. I recall having T for the first time in 3rd grade. My teacher noticed me acting funny and she told me not to listen to the sound which then went away. I also tried marijuana for the first time back then but don't recall which came first. Now at 32, I stopped smoking for nearly 3 weeks now.
Annually I stop smoking to lower my tolerance and to tell myself I'm not addicted. T has always been a minor thing up to a few days ago. First time ever its been a never ending feeling. Went to sleep with it yesterday and woke up with it. Napped a bit more and was fine. It starts like right before i plan to sleep. I step into my room and it starts ringing. 5 hours now. White noise isn't working anymore.
Plan on cleaning my ears tomorrow. I maybe an insomniac but except no excuses in life and tell myself I'm just a night owl on a vampire schedule at times. Last few days i have been trying to sleep earlier though to switch my sleep cycle. I've done a good amount of reading the last few hours about T.
Realize my mom has Meniere's disease. I ask her about it and She tells me her ears have been ringing for years, and "you just need to sleep before your brain damages from the T and you get stuck with it." Like she has.
In the back of my mind I'm starting to think i have a legit reason to start smoking mmj again. I really dont like that.
Annually I stop smoking to lower my tolerance and to tell myself I'm not addicted. T has always been a minor thing up to a few days ago. First time ever its been a never ending feeling. Went to sleep with it yesterday and woke up with it. Napped a bit more and was fine. It starts like right before i plan to sleep. I step into my room and it starts ringing. 5 hours now. White noise isn't working anymore.
Plan on cleaning my ears tomorrow. I maybe an insomniac but except no excuses in life and tell myself I'm just a night owl on a vampire schedule at times. Last few days i have been trying to sleep earlier though to switch my sleep cycle. I've done a good amount of reading the last few hours about T.
Realize my mom has Meniere's disease. I ask her about it and She tells me her ears have been ringing for years, and "you just need to sleep before your brain damages from the T and you get stuck with it." Like she has.
In the back of my mind I'm starting to think i have a legit reason to start smoking mmj again. I really dont like that.