This started when I first started having Eustachian tube problems a couple of weeks ago. This "dysacusis" is KILLING me. Coming to terms with the reality that my hobbies could be over and I'll have to hop on anxiety meds and become a completely different person with a whole new set of hobbies and interests to cope has emotionally and mentally destroyed me. I can't listen to music, watch TV/videos or enjoy video games that have background music or ambience and I can't sleep peacefully with masking videos because they are all accompanied by inconsistent high-pitched whistling.
What also scares me is if my tinnitus ever increases for whatever reason, I won't be able to mask it because literally any form of masking like fans or rain produces the sounds. I don't know how I could habituate to this because it isn't constant like tinnitus and it's definitely louder and more disturbing than my tinnitus when it happens. No clue what could have caused this either as I've always been protective of my ears in regards to loud noises so I don't see how it could be from additional acoustic trauma and, as far as I'm aware, I haven't got any sickness or allergies.
Has anyone habituated? How do you cope? I'm seeing my GP on the 18th to get an ENT appointment for my potential ETD.
Sorry for the venting but I feel like I'm losing it.
What also scares me is if my tinnitus ever increases for whatever reason, I won't be able to mask it because literally any form of masking like fans or rain produces the sounds. I don't know how I could habituate to this because it isn't constant like tinnitus and it's definitely louder and more disturbing than my tinnitus when it happens. No clue what could have caused this either as I've always been protective of my ears in regards to loud noises so I don't see how it could be from additional acoustic trauma and, as far as I'm aware, I haven't got any sickness or allergies.
Has anyone habituated? How do you cope? I'm seeing my GP on the 18th to get an ENT appointment for my potential ETD.
Sorry for the venting but I feel like I'm losing it.