Hallo.
I have had this irritating life draining hum / vibration feeling in my left ear for about three months now. I believe it all started last spring when I had this annoying ear fullness sensation on and off in my left ear for about a month. I went to my ENT and he made a little hole in my left eardrum and a week after the pressure in my middle ear had equaled. However the same day the ear fullness sensation went away I started to notice this humming/ vibration sound. At first I thought it was some neighbours that was having a party and was playing some music with a loud bass sound. I then took a walk in the neighbourhood but couldn't find any party anywhere. I then went to bed thinking it must be all in my head/ear and it might be caused by the scaring/ heeling of my perforated eardrum. I didn't gave it much thought back then and a week after it was just gone.
However last fall my girlfriend and I moved to another apartment, and I started to notice this humming / vibration again. At first I thought it was coming from the new apartment, but my girlfriend didn't seem to notice it. I then noticed the sound different places and again I came to the conclusion that the sound must be all in my head/ ear. I also noticed that it was only in my left ear as the last time.
I went to my ENT again and he told me that it was tinnitus. I am a medical student and he asked me when my next exam was and I told him in a couple of month. After that he told me that I was stressed which caused my tinnitus. At that time I wasn't stressed at all and I told him that I wasn't buying that. Well that's how it is, he said. Then he made an hearing test which were normal and said goodbye.
Now, 3 month later living in this vibrating humming hell, I just don't know what to do.
Personally I do not believe that I have the classic tinnitus, which is caused by nerve damaging. Primarily because this humming sound acts so different from this high pitched sound that I also have in my head when it is very quiet. Like all the other people on this site which describes this humming sound I have these weird "symptoms". For example the sound disappears when I shake my head. It disappears when I'm outside (and it is windy) and then it sometimes disappears for about 2 minutes when I go inside again. It also disappears for about 2 minutes after I have taken a shower. The sound can sometimes be masked by earplugs but other times it can't. Very strange...
My personal theory is that it is caused by an dysfunctional eustachian tube which might be caused by my allergy.
However I have read a lot of people with these exact symptoms and these users tend to disappear again from this site. I really hopes that it is because that the humming sound disappears for them, and I really hope that one day hopefully soon it will disappear for me as well.
Right now my life is a living hell and I don't now how long I can take this anymore. I can't concentrate. I sleep 11-13 ours a day. I am depressed. My girlfriend has told my that I'm not the same person anymore and has told me that it feels like she is living with person with dementia because I seem to forget all the things she told me to do and I can't focus on anything. However she's really trying to understand what I'm going threw but I know it is hard, when you haven't tried it. So sometimes I but my happy face on just so she doesn't suffer with my. Also one night I also went to the room next to our bedroom and cried into a pillow because I didn't want her to know how miserable I am at the moment. Also at the moment it seems impossible for me to finish my education (which I am one year from finishing).
However I created this thread so I might hear some success stories from people with this hum. I really need some of these at this moment.
Sorry for my bad English.
I have had this irritating life draining hum / vibration feeling in my left ear for about three months now. I believe it all started last spring when I had this annoying ear fullness sensation on and off in my left ear for about a month. I went to my ENT and he made a little hole in my left eardrum and a week after the pressure in my middle ear had equaled. However the same day the ear fullness sensation went away I started to notice this humming/ vibration sound. At first I thought it was some neighbours that was having a party and was playing some music with a loud bass sound. I then took a walk in the neighbourhood but couldn't find any party anywhere. I then went to bed thinking it must be all in my head/ear and it might be caused by the scaring/ heeling of my perforated eardrum. I didn't gave it much thought back then and a week after it was just gone.
However last fall my girlfriend and I moved to another apartment, and I started to notice this humming / vibration again. At first I thought it was coming from the new apartment, but my girlfriend didn't seem to notice it. I then noticed the sound different places and again I came to the conclusion that the sound must be all in my head/ ear. I also noticed that it was only in my left ear as the last time.
I went to my ENT again and he told me that it was tinnitus. I am a medical student and he asked me when my next exam was and I told him in a couple of month. After that he told me that I was stressed which caused my tinnitus. At that time I wasn't stressed at all and I told him that I wasn't buying that. Well that's how it is, he said. Then he made an hearing test which were normal and said goodbye.
Now, 3 month later living in this vibrating humming hell, I just don't know what to do.
Personally I do not believe that I have the classic tinnitus, which is caused by nerve damaging. Primarily because this humming sound acts so different from this high pitched sound that I also have in my head when it is very quiet. Like all the other people on this site which describes this humming sound I have these weird "symptoms". For example the sound disappears when I shake my head. It disappears when I'm outside (and it is windy) and then it sometimes disappears for about 2 minutes when I go inside again. It also disappears for about 2 minutes after I have taken a shower. The sound can sometimes be masked by earplugs but other times it can't. Very strange...
My personal theory is that it is caused by an dysfunctional eustachian tube which might be caused by my allergy.
However I have read a lot of people with these exact symptoms and these users tend to disappear again from this site. I really hopes that it is because that the humming sound disappears for them, and I really hope that one day hopefully soon it will disappear for me as well.
Right now my life is a living hell and I don't now how long I can take this anymore. I can't concentrate. I sleep 11-13 ours a day. I am depressed. My girlfriend has told my that I'm not the same person anymore and has told me that it feels like she is living with person with dementia because I seem to forget all the things she told me to do and I can't focus on anything. However she's really trying to understand what I'm going threw but I know it is hard, when you haven't tried it. So sometimes I but my happy face on just so she doesn't suffer with my. Also one night I also went to the room next to our bedroom and cried into a pillow because I didn't want her to know how miserable I am at the moment. Also at the moment it seems impossible for me to finish my education (which I am one year from finishing).
However I created this thread so I might hear some success stories from people with this hum. I really need some of these at this moment.
Sorry for my bad English.