I was just on YouTube and a post from Julian Cowan Hill popped up on my feed and brought back the memories of when I was suffering badly and searching for a cure online. I remember finding great comfort reading success stories so i thought I'd post an update.
When my tinnitus first started there were a few things I attributed it to but I understand now it was a physical manifestation of stress. I didn't particularly feel stressed but I realize now I really didn't feel anything. I spent 15 years drunk and high on coke, hardly sleeping and becoming a numb and reclusive prick.
I ended up finding Julian's videos on YouTube and he gave me hope. I began to turn things around and it has been a very long meandering process with lots of setbacks and lots of victories.
I managed to quit the coke (and alcohol for a while) and started getting about 4 hours sleep a night, working out and getting in shape and the tinnitus got quieter and quieter, however, at some point I started drinking again and it came back. Not loud but in both ears this time (lol)... It didn't bother me though. It stopped bothering me before it went the first time and i understood there was a connection between tinnitus and fear/ anxiety.
This time, however, it bought its friends along... aching legs, electric shocks, internal tremors and feeling like parts of me were on fire or seriously sunburnt. This went on for months! 3 Doctors and a neurologist all said it was anxiety.
I had a good job but other than that I was complete disgrace.
This was rock bottom now so I decided I needed to do some serious work on myself. I quit drinking, went on the carnivore diet, started lifting weights, running and tracking my sleep. The weight dropped off and I started to gain some self esteem back.
Eventually all my symptoms went... the tinnitus... everything. Like I said the tinnitus was the least of my worries at this point. I didn't even realise it had gone but the constant tremors and anxiety started to get less and less until it was all gone.
As crazy as it sounds I can honestly say that I'm extremely grateful for the whole experience. It was like I was asleep at the wheel, driving towards a cliff and my body woke me up.
When my tinnitus first started there were a few things I attributed it to but I understand now it was a physical manifestation of stress. I didn't particularly feel stressed but I realize now I really didn't feel anything. I spent 15 years drunk and high on coke, hardly sleeping and becoming a numb and reclusive prick.
I ended up finding Julian's videos on YouTube and he gave me hope. I began to turn things around and it has been a very long meandering process with lots of setbacks and lots of victories.
I managed to quit the coke (and alcohol for a while) and started getting about 4 hours sleep a night, working out and getting in shape and the tinnitus got quieter and quieter, however, at some point I started drinking again and it came back. Not loud but in both ears this time (lol)... It didn't bother me though. It stopped bothering me before it went the first time and i understood there was a connection between tinnitus and fear/ anxiety.
This time, however, it bought its friends along... aching legs, electric shocks, internal tremors and feeling like parts of me were on fire or seriously sunburnt. This went on for months! 3 Doctors and a neurologist all said it was anxiety.
I had a good job but other than that I was complete disgrace.
This was rock bottom now so I decided I needed to do some serious work on myself. I quit drinking, went on the carnivore diet, started lifting weights, running and tracking my sleep. The weight dropped off and I started to gain some self esteem back.
Eventually all my symptoms went... the tinnitus... everything. Like I said the tinnitus was the least of my worries at this point. I didn't even realise it had gone but the constant tremors and anxiety started to get less and less until it was all gone.
As crazy as it sounds I can honestly say that I'm extremely grateful for the whole experience. It was like I was asleep at the wheel, driving towards a cliff and my body woke me up.