Hi
@FakeBeans,
Sorry for the late reply.
What I would personally do is keep busy during the day - you have already highlighted how much better it is when around other people and preoccupied.
For sleep you could try having multiple sources of sound in the bedroom. I have found that helps me best. Currently I have the TV on, a sound machine, and my phone. On my phone I play a self made 'soundscape' - made on the ReSound Tinnitus Relief app - it's free and has lots of different noises so you can find which ones work best for you. Obviously I keep the noise levels of each to a minimum, but the aim is to create a really complex sound and confuse my brain.
At 6 weeks in I wrote my first post on this forum. I would say that was the apex of my anxiety. I won't lie, it stayed pretty much the same until about 4.5/5 months. You could talk to your doctor about medications that would help you sleep? Or try Melatonin (a herbal sleeping aid), some people swear by it.
Other vitamins could also help. I've seen people mention: Omega-3, Curcumin, Magnesium, NAC. Also following an anti inflammatory diet. Just throwing ideas out there. Plenty of things to try. Don't lose hope.
Is your family aware of how much you are struggling? Talking to someone may help. Scares the shit out of me that you have access to a gun. I live in Scotland - no guns here - not even the police have them.
You are so young and have plenty of good times ahead of you, tinnitus or no tinnitus. Yes it's horrible, and it still bugs the shit out of me sometimes but I am miles better than I was at 1.5 months. Give it time.