Thank you
@Chadilac,
@billie48 and
@Bill Bauer for your replies. I trust you are all doing well.
Chadilac: any changes with your tinnitus? Volume decreasing yet, or are you just getting used to it (habituation)?
I basically have 2 theories why my tinnitus changed:
1. I irritated my tinnitus and i am currently going thru a temporary spike or
2. there was cumulative permanent damage done to my hearing which caused the increased in tinnitus volume
Are there ways to help identify what path I am currently on? Unfortunately I don't have an audiology report prior to the event which would have confirmed if the hearing loss is new or it had been there all along. I just know I had light hearing loss from hearing tests around 12 years ago.
Bill: My tinnitus is very difficult to measure as i am masking it all the time. It does feel softer at night in complete silence, but I believe it is because the sounds are familiar and there are no other noises for it to compete against. This changes during the day as the tinnitus is much louder than any other sound (TV, music, etc).
After taking a long shower or driving for over an hour (with winter tires on) I believe the tinnitus gets louder (or could it be that I just notice it more due to the extended time I am exposed to it without masking sounds). At other times it feels like the volume is down; but that could be the mood that I am in.
I have seen 2 ENTs and both agreed that my condition is permanent; as a person with mild hearing loss is a prime candidate for tinnitus. However, they failed to realized that I already had mild tinnitus prior to the event and assuming there was no additional hearing loss, I could just be going thru a tinnitus spike. My GP on the other hand believes that I should be able to return to my "normal" pre leaf blower condition.
I am having a hard time believing that an electric leaf blower would cause hearing loss and increase in my tinnitus volume. As mentioned before, I measured the blower using my iPhone at it peaked at 93 dB. Using it for about an hour should not cause hearing damage. But again, hearing loss is cumulative.
My ears continue to feel full and once or twice a day I feel a sharp pain inside them.
Currently I don't leave my house; especially my bedroom where I have my masking sounds going on during the day. I am able to concentrate and work while I can't hear the tinnitus. However if I hear it; it quickly sends me spiraling down with high levels of anxiety; hence I no longer watch TV, listen to music or play video games. Last month I visited the ER on 2 occasions due to anxiety attacks due to these noises in my head. They prescribed benzos but I am not willing to take them as I don't feel like myself under the effects of these chemicals. I am also concerned about creating dependencies.
I am having a really difficult time adjusting. Any word of advice how to better deal and cope with this condition is much appreciated.
Julian