Hello everyone!
My name is Guillaume, I'm 23 years old and live in France. I've had tinnitus since February. I also have another condition called Visual snow.
I was in Manchester for an internship and was kinda stressed out most of the time. One day I woke up and I had a ringing in my ear. At first my tinnitus was quite mild and I was able to mask it with white noise or crickets.
However, after the COVID-19 outbreak I had to go back home in a hurry and experienced even more stress. I was happy to be back and my tinnitus seemed to have disappeared, but unfortunately caught the Coronavirus. I've always been an extremely anxious person and this was the last straw for me. My anxiety level began to rise to the point where all my muscles were shaking.
I eventually got cured but that anxiety, or the muscle contractions triggered a spike in my tinnitus. It is now very loud and reactive to noise. Whenever I use white noise the tinnitus rises above it. I literally can't mask it and it's making my life miserable. I can't sleep, I can't eat. All my muscles hurt. I feel like I'm watching a movie of my life. I don't know what to do. I'm scared that things will never get better.
My mother is convinced that if I treat my anxiety it will eventually go away but I don't believe that.
I'm scared and I feel alone. I used to be happy and I am almost finished with university but I'm afraid that this will ruin everything and that I won't be able to go out again. Normal sounds don't bother me, and I can listen to the TV. But electronic sounds make my tinnitus rises. However these sounds do not hurt me, they just prevent me from sleeping.
I'm sorry, this post is very negative but that has been my mindset for two weeks and I need some positivity and support in my life right now from people who understand. I'm scared shitless.
Thanks for taking the time to read me.
My name is Guillaume, I'm 23 years old and live in France. I've had tinnitus since February. I also have another condition called Visual snow.
I was in Manchester for an internship and was kinda stressed out most of the time. One day I woke up and I had a ringing in my ear. At first my tinnitus was quite mild and I was able to mask it with white noise or crickets.
However, after the COVID-19 outbreak I had to go back home in a hurry and experienced even more stress. I was happy to be back and my tinnitus seemed to have disappeared, but unfortunately caught the Coronavirus. I've always been an extremely anxious person and this was the last straw for me. My anxiety level began to rise to the point where all my muscles were shaking.
I eventually got cured but that anxiety, or the muscle contractions triggered a spike in my tinnitus. It is now very loud and reactive to noise. Whenever I use white noise the tinnitus rises above it. I literally can't mask it and it's making my life miserable. I can't sleep, I can't eat. All my muscles hurt. I feel like I'm watching a movie of my life. I don't know what to do. I'm scared that things will never get better.
My mother is convinced that if I treat my anxiety it will eventually go away but I don't believe that.
I'm scared and I feel alone. I used to be happy and I am almost finished with university but I'm afraid that this will ruin everything and that I won't be able to go out again. Normal sounds don't bother me, and I can listen to the TV. But electronic sounds make my tinnitus rises. However these sounds do not hurt me, they just prevent me from sleeping.
I'm sorry, this post is very negative but that has been my mindset for two weeks and I need some positivity and support in my life right now from people who understand. I'm scared shitless.
Thanks for taking the time to read me.