Stinks of "what's an easy way to get funding without having to actually produce any results at the end of the term."Two presentations on CBT
Well done guys. I've just followed @ZFire's lead with another donation and tapped the ball into the net.
Lmao...
And $26 left over for one of Dr. De Ridder's 'cocktails'Big shout out to @UKBloke especially for finishing it off. Mission accomplished!
'kin 'ell imagine that lol. Mine's a Low Dose Naltrexone on the rocksAnd $26 left over for one of Dr. De Ridder's 'cocktails'
In regards to this comment, from what I've seen post wise from @Damocles, I believe he means no malicious intent.and if I don't see that bar full before next Tuesday, I'll just assume the majority of us like living with the permanent, ever worsening screech of a creature from the darkest depths of an unnamed realm, inside our heads.
Thanks, I appreciate the kind words! And sorry to hear about your struggles finding proper treatment, it's a common experience unfortunately.I wonder if you might slip in a word about sub-types of tinnitus, per the conversation with Dr. Michael Golenhofen. After listening to his very thoughtful comments, it seems pretty clear that clinicians are just about clueless when it comes to having an informed and informative discussion with a tinnitus sufferer about tinnitus sub-types.
Those of us who started out with life-altering tinnitus and hyperacusis are left to piece this together ourselves and navigate various medical systems -- allopathic, Chinese, Ayurvedic. For me, this included sound therapy/maskers, Bluetooth use TinnitusPlay app sounds, Ayurveda, craniosacral treatment, TRT 2+ times, off-label drugs such as Klonopin and Gabapentin, acupuncture, Feldenkreis, rolfing, neurologist, counselor, and more.
EACH of those approaches may have taken 1 to 8 tries with different practitioners before finding one who could help. So, let's say 25 to 30 practitioners to put together a complete treatment plan that showed results. Not to mention over $125,000 spent (including much from retirement accounts -- and I realize how fortunate I was to have that as a resource), particularly during the first four years, but that continues to this day as acupuncture, Ayurveda, craniosacral therapy, and even hearing aids are not covered by American health care.
Thank you so much for presenting at the conference! You have incorporated powerful points. I wonder how the professionals, and I use the term advisedly, will respond.
@Hazel, this makes me so angry. It shows what is important for these people. Money. Their grants, research papers, fame, recognition, having a good time at the conference, etc. Sufferers? Meh, they come last. You should be given a prominent and an exclusive slot - so everyone can and should attend.As for my talk, I'm mostly worried about whether there will still be anyone present by the time I give my talk, as it's literally the last talk of the last session of the last day, many might have flown off by then, haha! Anyway, I will do my best, and of course it's not just about the talk itself, I'm taking the opportunity to convey our points during the informal networking/coffee breaks and such, which in my experience is where the real action happens!
Thank you! I have seen improvement since those first catastrophic months. And at least I now have a sense of what is helpful, as well as some very helpful practitioners.Thanks, I appreciate the kind words! And sorry to hear about your struggles finding proper treatment, it's a common experience unfortunately.
Dr. Golenhofen is at the conference by the way. I like his messaging indeed. The subtyping thing was all the rage in tinnitus research a few years ago but now you barely hear about it. When it comes to clinical trials, it is my firm belief we need to focus them much more specifically at different groups of tinnitus sufferers.
As for my talk, I'm mostly worried about whether there will still be anyone present by the time I give my talk, as it's literally the last talk of the last session of the last day, many might have flown off by then, haha! Anyway, I will do my best, and of course it's not just about the talk itself, I'm taking the opportunity to convey our points during the informal networking/coffee breaks and such, which in my experience is where the real action happens!
So sorry to hear what you are going through. I hope you have a support community of friends and family who can lighten the burden. And Tinnitus Talk folks may be able to offer advice, ideas or at least empathy as I imagine many of us have gone on disability/dealt with inability to work given tinnitus.A genuine sincere well done and appreciation for those of you who have donated, there were a fair few and you let it be known and rightly so!
In regards to this comment, from what I've seen post wise from @Damocles, I believe he means no malicious intent.
However, it did strike a bit of a chord as I am one of those who is unable to donate and my displease around the lack of ability to do so was amplified after reading the comment.
I've not worked for months, my business is destined to collapse very shortly. I'm not even sure if I can pay the staff I have left this month. Let alone all the bills and house payments I have to pay for myself. Just another burden created by tinnitus leading to the spiralling anxiety and depression.
Yes, it needs someone or a group to sit down, plan and delegate further research. Otherwise they all go off and do their own thing.your comment about wanting to see the speakers of these conferences debate rather than just present their own research is right on the mark.
I was immediately accosted by two fairly senior psychologists. They were angry.
You're a star. Thank you for calling out these charlatans.I was immediately accosted by two fairly senior psychologists. They were angry.
Me laughing at the psychologists because Jastreboff's shit is finally being challenged:I was immediately accosted by two fairly senior psychologists. They were angry. The suggestion to put less money into psychological research was like blasphemy to them.
Hazel, you're a star. Thank you for representing us and for liaising with these researchers directly.The conference has just finished!
SAY WHAT - RIDDLE ME THAT, as Robin would say to Batman.I was immediately accosted by two fairly senior psychologists. They were angry. The suggestion to put less money into psychological research was like blasphemy to them. Their reasoning was a bit odd, in my opinion, because they saw a direct connection between less research and less psychological support for tinnitus patients
What an uplifting story. Props to @Joeseph Stope!Thereafter, @Joeseph Stope came up to me, and I was simply delighted to meet a forum member in person! He's a very kind older man. He explained that although he struggles with online money transactions, he has wanted to donate to us for some time, and gave me 250 EUR in cash. What a lovely gesture, it really warmed my heart, thank you Joeseph!
Well done @Hazel!The conference has just finished! I recorded a bunch of stuff, and also collected slides from a few presenters, and will be sharing more over the coming days (perhaps weeks when it comes to video editing). But for now, I just want to share a few anecdotes.
I finally got to present today, as the very last speaker at the conference. (I've attached my slide deck once again for reference.) As suggested, I took a photo of the audience. For reference, that auditorium was way too large for the size of the conference and never more than half full or so. Furthermore, there was an other parallel session to the one I presented in. So, although you could definitely see the effects of being last, I was still reasonably happy with the turnout. And more people actually streamed in during my talk because the other parallel session ended earlier, so I ended with a larger audience for the last few minutes (no photo of that).
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I recorded my talk and we will publish that later. For now, I want to share with you some of the reactions after my talk.
I was immediately accosted by two fairly senior psychologists. They were angry. The suggestion to put less money into psychological research was like blasphemy to them. Their reasoning was a bit odd, in my opinion, because they saw a direct connection between less research and less psychological support for tinnitus patients — whereas to me, research and clinical practice are two different things, and I never suggested that psychological support should not be offered in clinical practice. They also gave me a hard time about our survey results being a "biased sample" — indeed, our sample represents those who are struggling more than average, which are precisely those whose voices need to be heard the most. The discussion was fruitless and after some time I extracted myself.
On the bright side, thereafter multiple other (mostly younger) researchers thanked me for my talk; they found it helpful (and certainly not offensive!). There was even a younger psychologist who liked to talk too! I also received a few collaboration requests that we'll need to follow up on.
I also presented at the public event after the conference. It was a small affair and mostly about where tinnitus patients in Ireland can get help. I simply spoke a bit about my own tinnitus experience and Tinnitus Talk. Thereafter, @Joeseph Stope came up to me, and I was simply delighted to meet a forum member in person! He's a very kind older man. He explained that although he struggles with online money transactions, he has wanted to donate to us for some time, and gave me 250 EUR in cash. What a lovely gesture, it really warmed my heart, thank you Joeseph!
And thank you again to everyone else who helped us out financially with this trip. I have so many more thoughts, notes, slides, and recordings to share. But for now, I need an evening off!
Thank you again to this wonderful community, it's been a pleasure representing you here at the TRI conference in Dublin. I will leave you with this video from yesterday's conference dinner, with wonderful Irish music and dancing. There was even some dancing later by researchers, but I will spare you that image