Hello, I never really posted. But I read Tinnitus Talk like crazy. I have had tinnitus for the last... I think 23 years. As long as I can remember, I am 34 years old. It was a combination of night clubs and intense life traumas. I can't remember that I didn't have it. So maybe I have had it even longer. My ringing sound is 50% strong, no pain but it saps the energy out of you if you focus on it. It gets way worse in silent spaces. I do notice when I listen to anything, doesn't matter what it is, it tends to go to the background and I don't notice it as much.
I was happy I could do things like, finish studies, get driving license, talk with people, meditation etc etc. so I am very grateful I can do everything in life without to much interference of the tinnitus.
I have tried a lot of things:
Garlic oil that was suggested on this forum
Keep ears clean
Meditation, and many other self development tools (mainly for facing your own daemons as I call it)
Healthy food
Stopped smoking (but after I noticed it didn't work I just started again)
Stopped drinking alcohol (it makes it way worse for me)
More sleeping (less sleep makes it way worse)
And a lot more that I can't possible remember.
Things I'm going to try next:
- NAC
- Psychedelic shrooms (there are many scientific studies that it heals the brain in many ways)
I tend to go extreme far in experiments, my passion for psychology and self development makes it so, and I tend to try new things even if they are not scientifically proven. I mean it only has to cure me right?
The name is Ayahuasca. I have to warn you, it is one of the most extreme mental journey experiences you can get. And if you never faced your inner demons yourself, it can cause permanent mental damage if you have no idea what you are doing. I have been facing my daemons for the last 5 years almost 24/7. So I was well prepared and wanted an answer.
I did Ayahuasca because it is next level in self development (in my opinion please avoid posting discussions about good / bad ) and wanted to get more insight and be the best version of myself. I bless myself that my awareness is always present (which can be a curse and a blessing depending how you look at it). It doesn't matter what I take or drink I always aware how I am and what I do and how I feel.
Anyhow why I was having the hallucinations and deeper inner experience, I noticed something I never noticed before... silence... beautiful silence... I got a tear in my eye how wonderful it was, I was afraid focusing on it (maybe the tinnitus would return, like when you focus on it it gets worse). But it stayed dead silent. It was amazing... for 10 minutes. After that the tinnitus returned slowly. But I never forgot it.
I hope my discovery can point the researchers / scientists / fellow tinnitus bearers towards the missing dots that I cant see. I am sure I will find a cure some day.
Greetings
I was happy I could do things like, finish studies, get driving license, talk with people, meditation etc etc. so I am very grateful I can do everything in life without to much interference of the tinnitus.
I have tried a lot of things:
Garlic oil that was suggested on this forum
Keep ears clean
Meditation, and many other self development tools (mainly for facing your own daemons as I call it)
Healthy food
Stopped smoking (but after I noticed it didn't work I just started again)
Stopped drinking alcohol (it makes it way worse for me)
More sleeping (less sleep makes it way worse)
And a lot more that I can't possible remember.
Things I'm going to try next:
- NAC
- Psychedelic shrooms (there are many scientific studies that it heals the brain in many ways)
I tend to go extreme far in experiments, my passion for psychology and self development makes it so, and I tend to try new things even if they are not scientifically proven. I mean it only has to cure me right?
The name is Ayahuasca. I have to warn you, it is one of the most extreme mental journey experiences you can get. And if you never faced your inner demons yourself, it can cause permanent mental damage if you have no idea what you are doing. I have been facing my daemons for the last 5 years almost 24/7. So I was well prepared and wanted an answer.
I did Ayahuasca because it is next level in self development (in my opinion please avoid posting discussions about good / bad ) and wanted to get more insight and be the best version of myself. I bless myself that my awareness is always present (which can be a curse and a blessing depending how you look at it). It doesn't matter what I take or drink I always aware how I am and what I do and how I feel.
Anyhow why I was having the hallucinations and deeper inner experience, I noticed something I never noticed before... silence... beautiful silence... I got a tear in my eye how wonderful it was, I was afraid focusing on it (maybe the tinnitus would return, like when you focus on it it gets worse). But it stayed dead silent. It was amazing... for 10 minutes. After that the tinnitus returned slowly. But I never forgot it.
I hope my discovery can point the researchers / scientists / fellow tinnitus bearers towards the missing dots that I cant see. I am sure I will find a cure some day.
Greetings