Hey all,
So I just got back a little bit ago from my follow up with my neuromodulation practitioner, Chris, following my brain mapping this past Friday. It was close to a 2-hour follow up, so I obviously can't share every detail nor would I want to bore anyone, but for the first time in a long time, I feel SEEN and HEARD, and dare I say, a little hopeful?
As I said, my testing was completed this past Friday. Chris analyzed the data himself, then met with a virtual "round table" of practitioners that are mainly across the USA but he said there were some from the UK on the call as well. They gather every so often to discuss case studies, analyze brain mapping data, provide opinion on treatment protocol, etc. I should say this is not tinnitus focused group, it is an array of neuro conditions but tinnitus and sound sensitivity cases have been brought up and discussed. On the call was Dr. Nicholas Dogris, CEO and co-founder of Neurofield Neurotherapy Clinic located in Santa Barbara, CA. This is apparently one of the leading neuromodulation clinics in the USA. They create and sell "top of the line" neuromodulation equipment, which is the equipment my practitioner uses. Their equipment is also used by top universities in California for research and across the states in other clinics, so I feel good knowing that.
I feel very fortunate because not only was my brain mapping analyzed by Chris, but it was discussed with this group including Dr. Dogris. Furthermore, I feel very fortunate that my brain mapping results speak for my condition. I was told that this is not always the case, meaning they aren't always able to look at results and see "wow, it's right there". Fortunately, my brain mapping is very telling.
If you know what brought me to this tinnitus world, it was an ear infection in my right ear that went into the inner ear and caused never damage. I wasn't treated with any steroids, so that inflammation and damage just sat in there. On my brain mapping, right in my right temporal and parietal lobe area above my right ear, I have a huge Gamma presence that is "not normal at all" per Chris' explanation. He said "we only see something like this in different parts of the brain that indicate things from brilliance to schizophrenia". He said for me, this indicated physical trauma, damage, etc. This large presence of Gamma is hyperexcited waves with high energy. This, to him and the others, was the visual confirmation that something big happened here and is now a Gamma mess.
Other notable takeaways:
- My frontal cortex area is working double overtime.
- There is a right posterior area that is directly related to trauma experiences, sense and safety of self, sense of self in the world, etc. He said this area is showing just as significant dysregulation as the above Gamma area is. This makes sense if you were to read my support thread about trying to become a mom and the amount of trauma I have endured over the past 1-4 years.
- My brain thinks it is in constant danger and acts as such.
- My left auditory cortex seems to be trying to compensate for my right.
- There is a breakdown along what they call the "motor strip" that is networked in with sensory input.
- Due to areas of dysregulation, they are affecting specific networks across the brain, all trying to compensate for what was lost, but obviously not successfully.
Something that was interesting, while they were going over my results and saw this huge Gamma presence in the right temporal and parietal lobe area not only during the EEG but in an auditory task, Dr. Dogris, who has seen and analyzed so many of these, had never before seen what I was showing.
So for treatment, with keeping in mind that I am most debilitated by my sound reactivity, followed by the tinnitus, Chris said 90% of the time, they start with the areas of trauma, emotions, etc. to calm down the brain and work from there to the "bear". But given my case and mapping, Dr. Dogris said "Honestly, go right for the bear.". Meaning, we are going first start with attempting to untangle and calm that Gamma mess at ground zero, then go from there. He will be using an array of neuromodulation techniques, mainly electric currents. I will be more specific with what exactly as I move forward. Also, I am doing one more evaluation on Thursday with a partner of his that is a brainstem specialist with expertise in areas of sensory and motor. He feels her findings will only help assist our intervention plan moving forward.
As of now, I will do 10-15 sessions, then retest. Last but not least, he said that he likes how variable and responsive my tinnitus is, even though that's what drives me crazy about it. Be he feels this variability and how it can change may be to our advantage. I know the proof will be in the treatment, but I couldn't have asked for a more comprehensive review of findings and just that validation that something's gone very awry, and I found someone who seems reliable and eager to try help improve it.