That sounds like you got an inner ear virus or something. What a shitty way to get it. The first 2 months I was absolutely stressed to hell. Only things that helped was intense exercise, and keeping my mind so busy I had no time to think. I worked 10 hours, then straight to the gym after a meal, then straight to the bar with my buddies, then video games, then sleep. I had to keep my mind as busy as possible.
I mean with severe tinnitus and distortions there's just no way to mask them but you can eventually kind of ignore them to a certain extent. Kind of like that habituation stuff you see everywhere, and believe me, I said the same thing, I was like there's just no way in hell I can train my brain to get used to it or not have me it bother me, that's crap. Luckily mine did lighten up after 4-5 months but would be much worse after working out and exercise because I have a perilymph fistula. I still hear it all the time, a combined sound of hissing, ringing, beeping, fluttering, wavering, just everything you can think of. I mean waking up with two new tones and distortions would destroy a lot of people, but I was stressed for like a day, and now I'm like alright I guess.
It's much harder now to deal with it since I'm housebound, because if you can go out and do things, use that to your advantage. It's seriously not easy. You have to find something that's so addicting that your brain pushes it to the background. It's possible. I found that some video games distracted me to the point where I was oblivious to anything going on around me. That's when I realized some of this tinnitus crap is a mental game. I have read thousands and thousands of stories of tinnitus. I know people with tinnitus. I know people who have panicked over tinnitus that's maskable by most noise. They let it ruin there lives. I know a guy who has tinnitus as loud as a jet, dude literally doesn't care. I know he was not exaggerating because I saw his testing and he has never lied to me. The issue with tinnitus is that one pitch in a certain volume will bother one person more than another, everybody is different in what they can handle mentally and physically.
It's kinda like some people are in so much pain from something other people will not have it as bad. I have realized that the brain is extremely powerful, more powerful than any of us can possibly imagine. Everybody has a limit on what they find annoying and what they can mentally handle tinnitus wise. Because that's the only explanation for how some people have the worst tinnitus possible and don't care and some are suicidal from ringing that's maskable by a fan. I will admit this reactive tinnitus, like we have, and distortions, are the hardest to ignore. Always changing in loudness and pitch and mixing with 8 different noises, it is awful. And usually people with severe tinnitus are at least bothered. I've never talked to somebody who was happy about it. But some just don't care as much.
My distortions got worse after my blood patch. All I hear right now is my fridge beeping and wavering and going berserk, with static hissing on top. I was stressed this morning saying why do I have to deal with more, now I'm sitting here and I'm like I'm done, I don't care anymore. It's bothering me but it's not killing me like it once did.
Lol sorry, this sounds like some Jastreboff crap. He is right, for some people it's possible to just habituate, and have it bother you less, and the louder it is and the more tones you have, the harder it will be. Some people's brains are just not wired to handle this as well as others. I can say I was that person, depressed and panicking over tinnitus that was like a 4/10. I thought if it ever gets worse, I will never be able to survive with it. Now I have 8 tones instead of 2, and I'm still ok, and now I have catastrophic noxacusis. It's incredible what the human body is able to endure sometimes. Remember until regenerative medicine comes out, we're going to have to sit this out a while longer and suffer. I don't think we will be stuck like this forever. It definitely seems forever though.