Hi, you seem very kind, so no I don't think you're attacking me at all. I am interested in your views as well, and love discussing view points even if different from mine. How boring the world would be if we all had the exact same thoughts. I don't have all the answers, not even close. Frankly I would have a hard time being in awe of a creator I could easily figure out.
As for suffering, isn't that questioning the creators morals? Why he does what he does or allows what he allows? We allow a Dr., or surgeon to do things to us sometimes causing enormous suffering before relief is achieved, and we are grateful for their help, if in fact they do help us. I guess we do not question the good Dr's morals, so we accept their medicine, even if it hurts. Perhaps it's a question of morals, do we believe, or I should say "if" we believe an almighty creator exists, is he moral?