So, this past few months have been a total roller coaster for me.
I don't even know where to begin... so I'm just gonna make a "short" list of my symptoms
Everything started on February 2016:
I woke up one morning with tinnitus in left ear...
Went to an specialist who told me it was ETD, I took antihistamines which obviously didn't do anything for me.
So at the end he told me "it's probably related to your exposure to loud music" .... it kinda made sense, so I didn't go for an audiogram cause I didn't want to spend more money trying to cure the uncurable.
I also developed floaters...
By March, April, June...
I started to adjust to my noisy ear, I started to notice some food like raw sugar, raw salt, and MSG would spike it, so I avoided them, as I was taking psychological therapy I started to get better, to manage and focus on the good things in life, I started to habituate etc..
I also started to notice... mild pain in my knees when waking up
By July I went to an "tinnitus specialist"
mostly because i wanted to know if it could be dangerous for me to travel by plane, I told him that my tinnitus came from years of loud music, but the doctors wanted to perform an audiogram at his office, he did it and even tested the super highhhh frequencies, he even told me that most etn wont test those (20k) etc...
and he told me well mario... your tinnitus doesn't come from years of loud music, you have a mild loss in the lower frequencies so after that I became depressed, because he throw out words like endolymphatic hydrops... meniere's etc, even that i didnt have the vertigo (but just the thought of it made me so fucking scared)
after that he ordered more studies which I didn't do because of the money...
October,
tinnitus was still under control, and I was feeling good, just the random pain in the morning that came and go, on of the most severe episode, was one day that I woke up with the left side of my jaw in pain, this lasted for 3 days and I would avoid eating or brushing my teeth cause it was painful to open up wideeeee, but besides that i was feeling fine... then one night i woke up in the middle of the night and when i opened my eyes i could see patterns like lots of tiny cells floating in all my vision. that shit was fucking scary.
obviously I went to a neurologist, he didn't take me so seriously, but ordered me to get an MRI and some blood tests.
November,
i started to notice more... my visual snow, this is like static on the vision, flashes at night, and casually i will see like tiny white dots "with fire" floating on my vision, after this i started to panic, i went to a neuro-ophthalmologist she told me my vision was 100% perfect, that didn't know the nature of my symptoms, in that time i was scared it could be MS, but she told me... she saw my eyes and there wasn't any evidence of optic neuritis, and my symptoms were not optic neuritis or nystagmus etc... so she basically told YOU ARE FINE, don't need to get an MRI, its probably just ocular migraines.
December,
my morning pain got awful!!! right when I woke up some joints were hurting, sometimes I couldn't even know what hurt the most cause my whole body was in pain, the weird thing is that after 15 minutes all pain was gone, and some pain returned during the day, some days my morning pain was gone but my both hands were numb, it was basically a roller coaster, also my vision every morning is blurry and after 15 minutes it gets back to normal, i also couldn't stand bright lights, driving at night was a torture, I also got after images, that means that i can see an object for a while moving on my vision...
Jan, February, March...
I started to have good days, bad days... the problem is that I don't have enough money to take the blood test and the MRI, I still depend on my father, and he just won't believe in me, I've never been a liar, but he just wont believe cause he doesn't "see it" in these months I started to have this body pain almost every morning, but I used to go for a run at the park etc...
Other weird symptoms.
-both legs twitching
-both arms twitching
-burning sensation on my left leg
-pain in my joints, ribs etc...
-now tinnitus on my right ear (yeah it went bilateral)
-general discomfort
-little libido
-erections are not spectacular either
there is also this weird that happen on my eyes not sure if its some form of nystagmus but in the middle of the night when I wake up seems like my eyeball is another position so when I open it it moves.. I don't know how to explain it....
and also other "little things", in the mean time i got my ANA test done:
it came back normal so... the possibility of an autoimmnune disease is 85% not likely.
These past weeks i started to cut sugar/carbs from my diet and it made a HUGEEEE impact, 75% better...
And I've been able to work, have a weekend job, have fun with friends, family, go out, etc...
but there is also this part of me who doesn't feel 100% normal.
some days I have this weird sensation that I'm not myself anymore, i feel very out of place,
i forget names, i have a poor short memory, sometimes i forget what i was going to say. i write stuff in the incorrect order...
but not everything is 100% wrong I have my days where I feel great and that's whats soo fucking odd??
finally this week my dad is believing me and has enough money to get an MRI, so wish me luck..
I honestly don't know what's going on..
It's not MS, that what all doctors tell me since this is not usually how MS strikes.
I think it could be Lyme but its not likely in my city (but I have travelled to places where they have the damn tick)
all doctors tell me it seems like fibro... but I'm not 100% sure, my guts tells me its something more
i just don't think it could be fibro and some form of Meniere's that would so fucking unfortunate, my doctors believe I have a tumor near to my pituitary gland, because also my hormonal test came weird.. is just that everything is happening so quick... 2 years ago I was really healthy.
I need to mention I suffer from candida albicans since 2009 and "sleep apnea" since 3 years ago..
But that's it guys, I don't think anyone would read the whole things but I need to rant a little.
thanks
I don't even know where to begin... so I'm just gonna make a "short" list of my symptoms
Everything started on February 2016:
I woke up one morning with tinnitus in left ear...
Went to an specialist who told me it was ETD, I took antihistamines which obviously didn't do anything for me.
So at the end he told me "it's probably related to your exposure to loud music" .... it kinda made sense, so I didn't go for an audiogram cause I didn't want to spend more money trying to cure the uncurable.
I also developed floaters...
By March, April, June...
I started to adjust to my noisy ear, I started to notice some food like raw sugar, raw salt, and MSG would spike it, so I avoided them, as I was taking psychological therapy I started to get better, to manage and focus on the good things in life, I started to habituate etc..
I also started to notice... mild pain in my knees when waking up
By July I went to an "tinnitus specialist"
mostly because i wanted to know if it could be dangerous for me to travel by plane, I told him that my tinnitus came from years of loud music, but the doctors wanted to perform an audiogram at his office, he did it and even tested the super highhhh frequencies, he even told me that most etn wont test those (20k) etc...
and he told me well mario... your tinnitus doesn't come from years of loud music, you have a mild loss in the lower frequencies so after that I became depressed, because he throw out words like endolymphatic hydrops... meniere's etc, even that i didnt have the vertigo (but just the thought of it made me so fucking scared)
after that he ordered more studies which I didn't do because of the money...
October,
tinnitus was still under control, and I was feeling good, just the random pain in the morning that came and go, on of the most severe episode, was one day that I woke up with the left side of my jaw in pain, this lasted for 3 days and I would avoid eating or brushing my teeth cause it was painful to open up wideeeee, but besides that i was feeling fine... then one night i woke up in the middle of the night and when i opened my eyes i could see patterns like lots of tiny cells floating in all my vision. that shit was fucking scary.
obviously I went to a neurologist, he didn't take me so seriously, but ordered me to get an MRI and some blood tests.
November,
i started to notice more... my visual snow, this is like static on the vision, flashes at night, and casually i will see like tiny white dots "with fire" floating on my vision, after this i started to panic, i went to a neuro-ophthalmologist she told me my vision was 100% perfect, that didn't know the nature of my symptoms, in that time i was scared it could be MS, but she told me... she saw my eyes and there wasn't any evidence of optic neuritis, and my symptoms were not optic neuritis or nystagmus etc... so she basically told YOU ARE FINE, don't need to get an MRI, its probably just ocular migraines.
December,
my morning pain got awful!!! right when I woke up some joints were hurting, sometimes I couldn't even know what hurt the most cause my whole body was in pain, the weird thing is that after 15 minutes all pain was gone, and some pain returned during the day, some days my morning pain was gone but my both hands were numb, it was basically a roller coaster, also my vision every morning is blurry and after 15 minutes it gets back to normal, i also couldn't stand bright lights, driving at night was a torture, I also got after images, that means that i can see an object for a while moving on my vision...
Jan, February, March...
I started to have good days, bad days... the problem is that I don't have enough money to take the blood test and the MRI, I still depend on my father, and he just won't believe in me, I've never been a liar, but he just wont believe cause he doesn't "see it" in these months I started to have this body pain almost every morning, but I used to go for a run at the park etc...
Other weird symptoms.
-both legs twitching
-both arms twitching
-burning sensation on my left leg
-pain in my joints, ribs etc...
-now tinnitus on my right ear (yeah it went bilateral)
-general discomfort
-little libido
-erections are not spectacular either
there is also this weird that happen on my eyes not sure if its some form of nystagmus but in the middle of the night when I wake up seems like my eyeball is another position so when I open it it moves.. I don't know how to explain it....
and also other "little things", in the mean time i got my ANA test done:
it came back normal so... the possibility of an autoimmnune disease is 85% not likely.
These past weeks i started to cut sugar/carbs from my diet and it made a HUGEEEE impact, 75% better...
And I've been able to work, have a weekend job, have fun with friends, family, go out, etc...
but there is also this part of me who doesn't feel 100% normal.
some days I have this weird sensation that I'm not myself anymore, i feel very out of place,
i forget names, i have a poor short memory, sometimes i forget what i was going to say. i write stuff in the incorrect order...
but not everything is 100% wrong I have my days where I feel great and that's whats soo fucking odd??
finally this week my dad is believing me and has enough money to get an MRI, so wish me luck..
I honestly don't know what's going on..
It's not MS, that what all doctors tell me since this is not usually how MS strikes.
I think it could be Lyme but its not likely in my city (but I have travelled to places where they have the damn tick)
all doctors tell me it seems like fibro... but I'm not 100% sure, my guts tells me its something more
i just don't think it could be fibro and some form of Meniere's that would so fucking unfortunate, my doctors believe I have a tumor near to my pituitary gland, because also my hormonal test came weird.. is just that everything is happening so quick... 2 years ago I was really healthy.
I need to mention I suffer from candida albicans since 2009 and "sleep apnea" since 3 years ago..
But that's it guys, I don't think anyone would read the whole things but I need to rant a little.
thanks